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Find a new way Bitch.

At times, u feel like fcuking her upside down till she dies with no words to say. Maybe its really getting on my nerve already. It piss me off most of the times. but no matter what, i am really trying real hard to get over it. cause she's just nothing. for all i know, she did bitch bout me before. try harder to bitch bout me to other people other than my bestfriends bitch!

I broke mum's glass cover just now. and she scolded me with tons of words. alright, i admit its my fault. and yet she still nagged at me alot of stuffs which piss me off. off i went inside my room and cry while talking to baby. there was silence a few times. but Baby made me talk. Haha, love ya B!

Babygirls, i miss you peeeepos. when are we going out for an outing together as a clique again? i missmissmissmissmiss you peeps. Our outing is always not a full Babygirls clique); hurry plan out okay. and not only i miss you girls. i miss my NineBestFriends~~ supposingly 8 exclude BoyFriend!

this week is gonna be a busy week though. im having my CIP tomorrow. I cant wait to visit the autistic kids. its first time im gonna experience it. Im having cca on thursday. and I have plans after that. and i'll surely have homeworks/revisions to do since Friday theres no school and Science Practical is like next week. im gonna (-). i dont wanna type it or else B will sure (-). HEEEEEEEEEHHHHHS.

kay, im excited for one of my babyGirl. She's turning Seventeen in 23.5 hours time~ Haha, YASMEEN BTE FAIZAL~~~~~~

you dont sense what i feel & you should know im sensitive. but whatever it is, we'll still be okay if we're together.

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Sixth, Muhd Khairi

his love always make my day bright just like how the sun brightens the Earth. his love and care was definitely awesome. though we did use harsh words in times of anger and making me cry unintentionally, i always know that you never wanna do it. you're always here for me trying to make things better at your very best. at times, i know you felt like giving up too right? but you perservered still not to give up but instead, trying to calm yourself and cool myself down too. i've never seen someone beggingpersuading me over something. crying trying to make things at its very best. Instead, im thankful, yes very thankful to have someone very protective. yet understanding. Im sorry for being stubborn not listening to you most of the times. i never wanna lose someone who taught me to be appreciative and patience towards everything. thank you, happy Fourth monthsary & ily. :D

&i hope you enjoyed watching the video(:

Thank you for leaving me a tag.
i will relink and upload pictures soon.
im currently in a down mode.
your understanding is what i want.
Thank you, and sorry!







Baby is asleep. i promised him to sleep soon.
alrights, nights.

Lost.

im going thru a really black patch of life. I thought that noone is understanding for me. There is a part of me. That feels I am different from everyone else. Something that I can't quite see, Something that I can't quite feel, Something so unreal. But this 'thing' is always there, This 'thing' with others, I will never share. So I push it to the back of my mind, All the thoughts of boys and clothes and make-up, it is hiding behind. Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten, It comes back with such ferocity, Angry and unforgiving. I feel so lost and sad, Whatever caused this feeling must have been so horrible and bad. A lost memory or something else, I'll never know, whatever it is, I know for sure, I can never let this feeling show. but, i've show it. the feeling is unbearable. it almost affected me. but maybe nomore. I felt like im the worst stubborn kid afterall. i felt like i took Him for granted. It wasn't easy for me. i tried many ways to calm myself down. walking that long distance, waiting for him. I know he would be there for me. a smallest thing could be an issue just the next moment. he almost gave up. he tried doing stuff which aint right because of his anger. at times, i felt like giving up on him. not because of him but myself. i know he has given in alot. but i realized i shouldnt cause noone ever cares for me like he does. i should be lucky. i should be greatful. To him, im sorry. im really sorry. i still love you Muhd Khairi ):

To Yasmeen,
im sorry that you're the middle person. its most of the times when we're together there's something happen till u hafta part with us. i know u understand us. i know u really cared for us. you tried to make every outing as lovely as possible with your chitchattings and jokes. you'll get sick one day with our quarrels. whatever it is, im very sorry to you for maybe troubling you.

BITCH.

have your originalities bitch. bitch.bitch. you're just super annoying in my eyes. go get a life.

im at cousin house. we're bored so watched hsm3. Lameeeeee, i know. i've got malay homeworks to be done by next Monday. a diedie must do. i miss Baby alot. seems like things arent going on well for him or maybe us. i think school is okay so far. Hurry O's. end faster cannnnnn? my practicals are in 2 weeks time and i've yet to memorize the notes. im gonna fail.

Nights, going home now.

You're the Bitch.


i think i've got the i'll-forget-without-boyfriend disease. hahahahahaaa. i changed my kappy password and i forgot the next day. meet Baby,i actually remembered it. ass right? -.-



my act cute Boyfriend is back from his camp. Its so good to hear his voice. but he's falling sick soon maybe? Get well soon Baby! we've yet to go for a confirmed planned outing. Let's go sooooooon~



My sore eyes are recovering. but it still gives me problem. idk wheres my fcuking spec. &maybe im the happiest kid for a moment. cause i've gotten the mobile broadband which i hafta pay $20 every month. Lame i know. maybe im tooooo outdated~ fcuk care uh~~~~



& the video which i did for Baby - he knows already. he watched it, fcuking paiseyh. :D



okay, bye. i wanna chat with Baby!

Boooo, my pretty boy is away for camp~
im not in school today cause im having Sore Eyes.
but, i hafta meet Asiqah later on to go for some malay competition at 1.30.
Im happy cause i dont get fooled on April Fool. :D
i still miss Baby): kay thats it, meet u on Friday kay B!


CHEW CHAMPS.
i soooooo love Chew House.
unexpectedly, we got Champion for both primary/secondary.
& definitely, i love Chew dancers! and those in the commitee,
though there were a lil tiff that was resolved seconds later.
rock on Chew House & coooookie Monstaaaar.
will upload pictures soon((((((:





Hell Term2week2.
it sucks cause its almost everyday a tiff with Baby. almost everyday. However, im a good girl cause i've completed my homeworks and i actually did extra. Blame me for doing the wrong thing for two questions. 0.o





alright, i aint feeling good here. im having cramps. and it really hurts me. i just cant bear with it. thats all. will upload pictures really soon. Nights everyone. & will relinked soon babes.