Thursday, 30 August 2007
HELLLLOOO !
i've not been blogging fer days .
TOOO LAZEEEEYE .
okaeysokaeys .
monday me & nanaa went crazeeeye at town .
we get some stuffs .
like necklace .
i was tinking of getting a slipper . but nopes . dun wan .
den went tuh tamp .
den went home .
tues i wen tuh beach road & bugis .
nothing interesting lahs .
:)
& mySAYANGGGG ,
thankiew ehs fer dat gift .
TODAYYY WAS TIRING LAHS SEY !
cip was great . i felt like crying , but i dun wan .
& results out .
YAYS ! i improveddddd !
& im getting new fone . YAYS !
thankiew mummy .
NANAA ,
we still care fer you though .
mySAYANGGGGG ,
get well soOn okaeys .
`everything change slowly
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Monday, 27 August 2007
HAPPY BERFDAEY FAIZ !
& I SAW YOU JUST NOW .
study hard & smart !
HELLLOHELLLOOO .
tuhday was quite fun .
skoOl ended early unexpectedly .
I LIKEEEEE`~
i was in class derh whole time .
i slept like 2 period of lesson .
toO tired ! due tuh late nite .
cos i was msg-ing wid mySAYANGGG (:
okaeys den skoOl ended .
me & nanaa went tuh tamp .
top up fone . den go tamp mall .
walk around . & get ourself a split shirt each .
nanaa get herself a cardigan & i get a necklace .
so nice cos its STAR ! (:
okaeys den went tuh hougang mall .
nanaa realize her split shirt is missing .
she's upset i guess .
den we get each a fila t-shirt .
dun be sad okaeys .
& mySAYANGGGGG .
i miss you lahs (:
c u tumorow .
`its countless time
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Sunday, 26 August 2007
HELLOOOOHELLOOOOO .
okaeys i didn't go religious class . (:
toooo tireddd`~
i woke up & went online .
chatted wid didi , zeE & khai twinny .
thankiew fer derh advices .
seriously mayb im DUMB .
i should haf listen tuh u all .
but i dunnoe y i feel i can't .
okaeys . aniwaeys i did wash my shoes !
YAYS !
& now back chatting tuh ZEEEEE !
ouhs yes . zeE , aku ukan sha okaeys . hhahas .
jgn salah kol .
`im DUMB mayb .
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
HELLOHELLOHELLLLO .
im off super early tuhday .
i went tuh skoOl for ss lessons .
den pupil profilling ,
after dat i went tuh siglap south cc for my music .
den went tuh malay village watch DIKIR KITA .
CONGRATSSSS PEOPLE ! (:
den went home .
bought ain prezzie .
den i went home . changed & meet my juniors .
damn fun ! im not WET lahs !
hhahahs . SORRRY AINNN .
berfdaey gherl are mean tuh be sabo . (:
den i left early due tuh kenduri .
den i was like sleeping in roOm .
HHEHEHS . TIREDDD WAD !
`never could imagine
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Saturday, 25 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
HAPPY BERFDAEY NANAA !
study hard & smart okaeys ?
best wishes ahead of you . (:
okaeys . i didn't go skoOl tuhday .
cos im like having fever .
but i shall meet nanaa & go penisular .
since its her berfdaey .
i didn't meet her .
but i went punggol plaza instead .
`they can scream behind my back
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Friday, 24 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
skoOl was normal .
i passed tuh kak shazana derh maths formula boOk .
hopefully it helps her .
i've been having some flashbacks dis days .
so im olwaeys daydreaming .
chemistry no study . i've not been concentratng !
except social studies & maths .
i hope we get 3 marks extra .
so i can get A1 for derh term (:
ouhs yes . we've been mean tuh shirley .
due tuh some BGR . hhahs .
its just a disturbing . not really mean okaeys !
i haf cca dis evening . YAYS !
i've handed in derh duck thingy .
went tuh TOUCH childcare .
& i saw SHANA my zoo buddy .
so cuteee .
& my buddy for derh day was ATHENS &JANEALLE .
they cute lahs can !
but it still ended me up damn tired & daydream .
WTH` ~
den went back skoOl .
im dismissed early cos i olreadi sign up dat thingy .
& im going hospital at nite tuh visit some people .
`there s hope ,
but i can't bear finding it .
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Thursday, 23 August 2007
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Wednesday, 22 August 2007
HELLLOOO .
i've got no mood tuh blog .
but i haf tuh .
i really dunnoe wads wrong wid me .
im simply hating everything .
i got back my maths . i wasted 7 marks .
otherwise i could get 24/25 .
but ended up i got 17/25 .
its okaeys .
shall try harder next term .
im olreadi like in retain list i tink .
so i feel like HOPELESS lahs can ?!
FCUKKKKK`~ !
someone please , help me be physically & mentally strong again .
i totally had enuff of all dis .
its left wid memories . but it keeps on flashing thru my head .
i dunnoe ! i hope everything change better soOn .
);
` everything is really changing
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
IM DAMN PISSED NOW !
PLEASEEE , SAVE ME .
I HAD ENUFF OF ALL THIS .
PLEASEEEE .
I HATE MY LIFE !
FCUK LAHS !
MAKE ME DIE SOON CAN ?!
JUST LET ME LEAVE EVERYTHING !
`im loosing everything
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
THANKIEW NANAA FOR DAT CLIP (:
FCUK ! IM DAMN PISSED !
WTH LAHS . EHS PLS LAHS . THIS ISN'T UR DADDY SKOOL !
MY BODY IS STATUE IZZT DAT U CAN CROSS ANIHOW ?
CHEEEEBYE ! JUST WAIT UHS .
U ALMOST MAKE ME FCUK UP WID YOU LAHS . ALMOST !
GRRX . PISSED OFF-NESS .
ANIWAEYS . today no run . wheeeee`~
i likeeee . i was damn sleepy .
den malay was okaeys .
boring is bcos derh movie is repeating .
& bcos i haf tuh face dose BITCHES !
shek made me laugh . (: thankiew babe .
went tuh bio . & nana gave me dat white clip . YAYS !
den LIVE . haf CME test .
some talkstalks . (:
den im OFF tuh a-maths .
SHOOOOOTS !
i get 2/30 .
FAILED !
*sobsob*
but i did laugh okaeys .
den mrs soh talk tuh me .
she said i really got tuh change myself .
i was like " okaeysokaeys . "
THREE MORE DAYS TUH NANAA BERFDAEY .
im counting down (:
`im not your fcuking friend
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
PICTURES (:
Labels: ` take a look at my heart -
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Monday, 20 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
HAPPY ANNIV TO ZEE & KECHIQ ! (:
HOPE BOTH OF YOU LAST EHS .
DUN FIGHTFIGHT . (:
WHEEEEE`~
COMMON TEST ENDED !
chemistry is quite okaeys .
biology was derh wan dat i hate .
but i really studied okaeys !
i was like walking around wid sadrina & loose .
testing & memorizing bio notes .
damn funnnnn`~
i managed tuh memorize . coOl !
den during derh test ,
im relieved dat at least i can do . (:
ended off den haf social studies .
wheeee`~
denden , me & GERLFIEE ,
took pictures . mr yeo ALMOST confiscate our fone .
den go take earpiece . & meet those crazeeeeye juniors .
we were toooo happy . gigglings (:
dendenden , we camwhoOreddd`~
shall upload it soOn .
soriE LIYANA ,
cos i had tuh bully u .
hhahahas . but its fun rite ?
those frendships ate fading .
`
`friends , let it be this way then
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
HAPPY BERFDAEYY CHERYL !
today was suppose tuh be my revsion day .
but i ended up cleaning dat messy room .
hhhahahs . its fun . cos found my pasts letters .
found my worksheets & lotslots stuff .
but ended up SNEEEEEZING !
mummy just came home .
m-mummy
L - lisha
L: mummy . im hungry
M: go & eat lahs .
L: can we go out & eat ?
M: why didn't u go home that nite ?
L: errrr . IM HUNGRYYYYY !
M: okaeys . later we go out & eat at four .
so now im supposed tuh wait .
i ask her bout food .
she ask me sum other stuffs .
siow-ness .
okaeys . im studying my chemistry & biology .
thats so sux .
im making plans .
every friday nite i shall study at mac .
late nite till early morning .
HHAHAHAHS . mummy allows me so .
okaeys . im off . got tuh STUUUUDYYYY !
`whats the point of having this love ?
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Sunday, 19 August 2007
can haf laughter & joy back ?
i just reached home now .
& im super tired now .
i wanna sleep . later i 'll post again okaeys .
:)
& im back from FIREWORKS !
but dis time i went wid family .
hhahas .
its nice . i love it .
i waited fer like 30mins sey .
but its worth it . seriously .
im super EXTREME tired .
& tumorrow got tuh be my revision day (:
i haf tuh pass my CHEMISTRY .
but BIOLOGY im not dat confident .
let me try then .
`are you the one for me ?
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Friday, 17 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
todays common test was quite okaeys .
i did study . i stayed up derh nite till 4 a.m
E-maths was quite easy i say .
only dat im stuck at last qns which consists TWO marks .
nahs . dun bother bout it .
A-maths was darn difficult !
wad i studied did not come out .
FCUK ! shits . make me so wanna cry !
almost okaeys .
i really wanna pass . so after dat went home .
& now geting ready wanna watch fireworks !
WHEEEEE`~
release dat stress out ! (:
PLEASE STOP THAT QUARREL BETWEENS YOU ALL OKAEYS ?
DUN MAKE THINGS WORSE .
SETTLE IT AS SOON AITES .
:THE FIREWORKS IS NICE !
when me & nanaa was sitting at stairs .
we meet up wid fendi , matin & gangs .
SUCH A COINCDENCE (:
so i slept at my friend house .
` i wish it would change .
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THERESA ! (:
STUDY HARD & SMART OKAEYS ?
im feeling terrible .
i screwed up fer geog .
derh qns was actually easy .
mayb hard . & im still stuck !
hey fcukers ,
get lost lahs . if u people are here tuh break friendships .
get lost . im able tuh go on with life without you .
social studies was den too many points to write .
i got tuh crack head .
I SCREWED UP .
hhahas . but at least i did something .
so i went home . & like study my maths .
but i sleep after that . after this gota do some a-maths revision .
& now im missing my msn contacts .
since i have not online at night dis days .
:)
`im feeling damn terrible .
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Wednesday, 15 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
HELLOHELLO .
okaeys tuhday was like so-so .
i wonder wads wrong wid me lahs .
niwaeys . common test tumorrow .
social studies & geography .
DEADDDD !
im so sorry to dier .
maybe im abit too harsh .
i didn't mean it .
please talk tuh me again .
nemind . i am so sick wid myself .
i dunnoe y im like easily dunnoe lahs .
i got a lot of stuff . hhhahas .
ouh can anyone save me please .
im super extreme stress now .
i can't absorb a single thing .
uhs fcuk ! im darn DEADDDDDD !
i feel like i can burst into tears anytime now .
thankiew LONER fer dat advices (:
why does time flies so fast ?
i hate it lahs .
TO my dearest lllDll ,
good luck okaeys .
(:
`does that mean im okaeys ?
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Tuesday, 14 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
HAPPY SWEET BERFDAEY TO
ILI & KAK IDAH !
STUDY HARD & SMART .
MAY YOUR WISHES COMES TRUE .
:)
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Monday, 13 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
hellohellohello .
im super extremely sad mayb .
i can't let anitink bother me rite now .
things just go down derh drain .
unexpected things happen .
common test is days ahead .
really got tuh study !
aniwaeys . skool ended at four tuhday !
so late .
tchrs day audition cancelled .
& im pissed . nemind .
IMEI , CHEER UP ! (:
DUN LET ME REMIND OF THOSE TIME PLEASE .
MY SENIORS ,
GOOD LUCK FOR PRELIMS (:
`maybe we are not meant for each other
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
there i am counting down tuh common test .
shoooooOOOts .
nearer ! its like four days time .
i really got tuh study .
but i dunnoe how .
` i never had a dream come true
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Saturday, 11 August 2007
CHATTING WITH ZEEEEEEEEEE !MAKES ME GO CRAZEEEEYEEEEE .:)im wondering why i post never comes out .XD
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
im kinda pissed off now .
my fone is not werking .
GRRRRX !
nemind . im buying new one soon .
YAYS ! thankiew mummy . iloveyou !
dork woke me up early morning tuhday at around eleven .
we went tuh queensway .
ouh mummy , can i shopping there ? PLEASEEE !
& she replied . shure .
hhahahs . YAYS !
den went tuh ikea . damn funny .
we took 5 pencils . derh paper . & tape tuh measure .
as usual .
we take picturepicture .
went home . & eat . online .
den i went out tuh town wid mummy .
soooooo fun .
shopping is fun lahs !
so went tuh eat . im full now !
took pictures wid my cuxx .
damn funny .
okaeys . DONEEE !
& NOW ! CHATTING WID ZEE !
HAHAHS .
:)
tak bleh sabar ehs ? wait lahs . hhahas .
'how can i be happy again ?
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Friday, 10 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
They can play 'let's pretend'
Make em like them my best friend
Telling their lies
And they can scheme behind my back
Make fiction not a fact
Try to re-write my life
But they ain't got a clue
If I were in their shoes
I'd shut right up
Take me as I am
Or not at all
I ain't ever gonna change myself for no one
No compromise'
Cause it's my life
It's all or nothing.
They can laugh all they like
Got no need to justify
I am who I am
And they can do their worst if they dare
If it makes them happy we don't care
It's out of their hands
'Cause they ain't got a clue
If we were in their shoes
We'd shut right up
Take us as we are
Or not at all
We ain't ever gonna change ourselves for no one
No comprosmise 'cause it's our life
It's all or nothing.
Take me as I am
Or not at all
I ain't ever gonna change myself for no one
Not compromise 'cause it's my life
It's all or nothing
`no need to justify .
make me physically & mentally strong again .
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
im back .
start it off last saturday .
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i went off tuh mit aunty .
then headed tuh marina bay .
esplanade area .
with some people lahs .
den i overnite dere .
doing notink . like stoOpid sey .
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turns out something annoying & irritated .
hopefully it won't affects me .
but it did .
its okaeys .
i went home at nite .
& i sleep all the way till monday morning .
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i went tuh skool like normal .
notink interesting .
onli a bit like countdown tuh common test .
like superr extremely near !
nemind .
so i went home .
& guess wad . i ran away dat nite .
nemind if u wan me tuh .
so i went tuh somewhere .
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turns out abit better .
cos i dun wanna make myself tuh stress out .
if i fail my ct this term , i shall put the blame on you .
den went somewhere again .
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ndp at skool celebrations was so-so .
but quite fun .
cos i can see gerlfiee marching . YAYS !
den i was like under derh hot sun .
hiding somehow . tuh escape of hair dye .
den we went tuh hall fer celebrations .
all dancers , well done . nice one !
den i was like toO enthusiastic in derh singing thingy . hhahas .
hhahas .
so dat nite i went home since mummy ask me tuh .
i went home , said notink . went tuh sleep again .
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i went tuh mustaffa centre wid mummy .
yays . SHOPPINGGG !
i was craving fer lotsa things .
& i managed tuh buy dem .
some onli .
hhurhurs .
& fireworksfireworks !
whee`~
`i wonder how it will go .
im physically & mentally weak now .
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Thursday, 9 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
i'll post more bout derh past days .im too angrysad&blahsblahs to talk bout it .complicated lahs .the songs shows my feeling rite now .i just dunnoe y .aniways .gerlfiee !i just return lahs .:)
`can i put those tears away ?
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Friday, 3 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
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ferst period onli geog . nanaa was away .
jessica sit wid me & i was eating chocs & sweets !
jessica join in . wheeEe`~
den almost lesson finish nanaa came ! YAYS !
den we go break .
eat chocs & gigglings wid shakilah .
malay got test ! shoOts !
i was stuck . nahs . actualli i fell asleep !
den i woke up & realize left wid 30 mins .
so i hurry do ! hurryhurry !
den go chem . i am MS SHOEEE (:
i got tuh help mrs chew rite some notes on derh board .
den break two .
went tuh NE area tuh discuss bout teachers day .
hjappy dat everyone willing tuh perform .
YAYS !
but i noe deres somepne hu doesn't like it .
& she's showing me fcuktardds face !
hhahas . its okaeys ! (:
den i got ORALL !
i screwed up during conversation !
but i went okaeys overall .
PHEWWW`~
& yahs ! exams coming ! cos i got letter olreadi . SHITTS !
den i go home lahs !
buhbyex .
gerlfiee having np now . hhahas !
(:
`ineverhadsomeonethatknowsmelikeyoudo .
the way you do .
(:
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Thursday, 2 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
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i had tuh stand due tuh never bring storyboOk !
so paisey ! its okaeys . (:
den we had geog . ms tan is toO happy teaching so fast !
den break . den chem i was attentive .
lit boring . i kept on disturbing sakinah cos she wanted tuh fell asleep !
ss get results back . fcuk lahs ! i scored 5/13 .
nemind . at least i tried !
e-maths derh whole class must change place .
kelly sitting wid me ! YAYS !
skoOl ends and meEt up helena .
went tuh buy bubble tea . den watch ndp parade at track .
DAMNDAMNDAMN NICE !
& yahs ! spot GERLFIEEEEE !
but derh pic not dat clear .
den hurry rush tuh change clothes fer cca .
den okaeys done wid paintings & stuff .
i joined derh event tuh manage studies ?
hhahas . craps . just trying .
& vanessa is nice ! cos she accompany me & talk wid me craps .
& dorothy is mean ! hhahas . you are short lahs okaeys . (:
den go homeeeee !
`thisfeelinglikenoother
(:
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
Wednesday, 1 August 2007
can i haf laughter & joy back ?
hellohello .
backback .
tuhday was so-so .
lets vote fer teachers ! (:
we had english tuhday .
its just an oral trial . sherly damn funny lahs read !
nemind . english ended .
so it was p.e !
i need tuh run 2.4 again !
WTH`~
I PERSERVERE STILL !
& just pass . grrrx .
thankiew jolyn y , grace , jessica , divya , jolyn t & the rest fer running wid me .
i made it . (:
after TWELVE mad rounds , i like fainted dere .
damn tired & out of breathe !
den break . im perspiring HELL !
den i bought many stuffs .
den i send sherly tuh sick bay . let her rest .
i went library wid dem .
& i hang out wid kak idah , kak shazana , mrsross & kak banaaa !
damn funny lahs . we were gigglings all derh way .
we called dat aunt "HULK" .
hhahas .
den we ateateate CHOCS !
hhahas . den fetch sherly . go maths .
maths was like lecturing & did some w/s .
bio lessons coOl ! we did experiment .
i was quite attentive i guess .
den after skoOl i stayed back . do homewerk .
& now IM FREEE wid assignments !
hhahahs ! wheeEEeE`~
den i went home .
i talk tuh didi , khai twinny & zeE ! YAYS !
;DDD
damn funny .
(:
& here i go .
buhbyex !
;DDDD
`akurindudierlahs
(:
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
L i s h a .
im 6teen !
my life's a failure .
Family/Boyf/Bestf are the best !
♥♥♥♥♥
Screams
Cause they say they're hypocrites. It's proven.