You know I believe, that we are meant to be

Sunday, 30 September 2007

i skip religious class again !
OMG ! CRAZEEEYE LAHS CAN !
& i woke up at 4 !
mad ! toO tired lahs !
its like everyday i go out .
went tuh hougang point tuh buy some foOd stuffs .
den went home . breakfast .
i ate spaghetti . & some other stuffs .
den now im blogging !
& CHATTINGGG !

okaeys .
im pissed off wid everyone .
ALMOST everyone .

& my dear , sorie okaeys .
its my fault .

`colour my world

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 29 September 2007

HELLOOO !
FUNFAIRRRR WAS FUNNN (:
i spend my time wif balqis , liyana & ashie .
den walked around .
did duty den walk again .
den wid kak idah , shazana , azuuu .
okaeys .
played games wid shek & fifi .
damn funny lahs can !
in between derh time slots ,
we still managed tuh like SLEEEPPPP !
at derh benches located behind our stall .
okaeys . den amirah gave me this fliers for her stall .
she like dunnoe how give nicely .
i swear i'll fireher if shes werking .
HHAHHAHAS .
den no more fliers , so i gave her a LONGGGG tape .
promoting my class stall .
den watched people get dunking !
so coOl ! & funnn ! but tiring lahs .
cuzzen came tuh my skoOl (:
i haf $ 30 bucks of tickets .
hhahahas . damn freaking alot i noe .
i was like quarrelling wid amirah .
YOU ARE STILL MEAN !

i did went tuh your stall lahs .

okaeys . den closing . some singspirations .

BORINGGGG !

den went tuh bedok inter .

meet up wid izah , dork & rasyidah .

arghhs . sorie . i was pissed off back den .

meet up wid syafiq .

kecoh lahs he ! cannot shut derh mouth .

hhhahahs . its killing me lahs !

den went home at 1145 .

cos i went lepak wid dork ferst (:

IM FREAKKINGGG TIRED (:

`colour my world

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 28 September 2007

HELLOOOO .
OKAEYS .
i never blog for so long .
busy going out lahs !

im fine here okaeys .
definitely fine !
but its actually im not lahs .
hiding those feelings (unnecessary tuh tell)
okaeys , im getting prepared for funfair .
its was thursday back then .
had rock climbing .
superrr tiring .
shall upload derh pic i was climbing .

& my body aches lahs can !
can't even stretch !
cannot straightened it !
ARGHHHHS !
friday , i spend the time like preparing for funfair .
went tuh peni .
bought skinneye ! YAYS !
den go bugis .

i was wif FIFI & EMO (:
buker out .
den go geylang .
eat cake . adilah berfdaey .
den bought some stuffs dere .
den go lepaklepak .
at 2 am den go home .
so tired lahs .
the next day like funfair !
(:

`i dun need you

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 26 September 2007

HELLLOOO . okaeys .
i went skoOl .
whole day of malay .
we watched movie .
so WHHEEEE`~
den i left at 1215 tuh go court .
& went geylang after dat . buker dere .
thankiew tuh AUNTYYYYY (:

okaeys . derh bazaar wasn't pack .
arghhhs . im fcuk up lahs .
i must not write here .
cos sum people are randomnly reading it .
& PAUTOOOKIIAAAAS ! (:

im just having some problems lahs .
arghhhs .
just kill me now .

`its so unbelievable

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 25 September 2007

ive planning for some stuffs .

dis saturday break fast out .
go buy same shoes & bag wid FIFI .
for hari raya lahs .
buy that belt .
if i haf enuff cash .
break fast wid primary skoOl friends .
plan a day to the beach (:
buy some stuffs .

OKAEYS , MY FAMILY HARI RAYA THEME COLOUR FOR THIS YEAR IS PINKKKKK !
arghhhs . okaeys .
im terribly mood swings this days .

` goodbye kiss

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

HEELLOO .
okaeys . im not so okaeys rite now .
arghhhs . sickening life !
tuhday i skipped geog half way .
toO attentive fer social studies .
toO free on literature .

im pack wid activities lahs can !
arghhhs .
i just thought of having holiday next weEk .
so i can go dye my hair (:
but its certainly no .

thurs rock climbing course starts .
i swear im gonna be damn tired !
& retailing course ! arghhhhs !
freakkk outttt lahs !

okaeys . im really dyinggg .
fasting month , rock climbing .
BESTTTTT UHSSS !
grrrx .

those moments are memories now .
i wish it didn't happen .
but im shure it haf tuh happen .
those sweet words .
those loves .
i thank you .
but im in need of new love of cos .
thats the reason im still moving on .

`thankiew for the love

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 24 September 2007

WELL HELLO MONDAY (:
eeeyurhs`~
tuhday sickening lahs .
innovation weEk .
okaeys .

surprisingly , my group , AISKY (:
get top seven .
dats so shockkked !
but we did make it tuh top three .
BESTTTTT (:
scareeeeye !

okaeys went home .
meet emo & nad . damn fun .
den buker out (:
now im at home .

im forcing myself tuh smile .
i dunnoe wads derh reason lahs .
everything is changing tuh me .
argghhhs . im just bearing wid it .
hoping dat i'll be fine soOn .
i just can't stop daydream bout sum things .
its bothering me like hell !
arghhhs ! );
i certainly do need someone rite now .

`colour my world please

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

HAPPY BERFDAEY SARDINEEEEE & FANYAAAAAA (:

okaey .
im meeting eton later .
going eunos cc den geylanggggggggg (:
lovesloves .

im in need of laugh & smiles .

`daddy , please come back

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 23 September 2007

HAPPY BERFDAEY JULIE (:

i went out at noon .
meet azuuu & khad (:
okaeys sorie azuu ,
im late & at least got prezzie fer you okaeys !
okaeys .
went tuh library @ esplanade .

use laptop playplay .
azuuuuu suddenly listen tuh songs .
den she din even noe she was talking damn loud .
meet shiela & muni .
okaeys . den went back at 9 pm .
thankiew khad fer everything (:
den i went mac sit there use laptop awhile den headed off home .

seriously i dunnoe y my mum is nagging this few days .
she has been aming at me & scolding me umpteen times fer no reason .
i swear im pissed off .
okaeys .

i dunnoe wads the problem now .
ive been trying tuh like hate everyone .
deres gotta be a reason rite ? like durh`~
OMG , im just freakin' pissed off now .
can i find anyways dat will make me free from problems ?
poeple getting rid , nemind . i still haf friends though .
i think its either of us dat dun cherish one another .
im just lacking of love rite now .
sepet dun see derh need of us & our love .
nemind , i guess we are not meant to be together .
i just feel like cryng whenever i start daydreaming .
& whenever it reminds me of you .
i just hate it .
why must all this happen ?
arghhhs ! fcuk up lahs !

xICHA

ETON ,
thankiew fer beng dere for me (:
i do cherish you alot .
even whatever happen in the past .
im sorie toO okaeys ? (:

`unrequitted love

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 21 September 2007

HAPPY BERFDAEY RIANE & LYNETTE (:
CONGRATS MUS (:

HELLOOO .
OKAEYS .
i overslept ! i was suppose tuh meet rara at 0930 .
but 0930 den i went out .
rara said its okaeys . PHEWWW ! sorie rara (:

okaeys . kelly was dere .
den bella & yi ting reached .
we did derh powerpoint slides .
& YAYS ! WE COMPLETE IT !
`AISKY - (:

i've got tuh say that im freakin' sad .
im just really got not no moOd .
just kill me now .
i really need someone rite now .

i really do .
im just hating this life of mine .
i've always been asking for outings .
just tuh let myself cheer up & be happy .

i hope it does help .
daddy , please come back .
i do need your love of couse .
love , its okaeys .

im just a piece of paper .
i just need someone now .
just like the song when you're gone ,
i always need a time on my own .

but i think dat i need you when i cry .
do you see how much i need you rite now ?
im just missing you .
i need those messages & sweet voice of yours .

i just can't explain this feeling .
im sorry for the past .
please say that .
i thought you said that we were made for each other ?

those promises ? are just empty !
just dun use the word FOREVER !
i simply hate it .
im completely hurt & totally sad .

& honestly ,
I HATE MY FAMILY .
know that .
i'll leave soOn so you'll be happy .

x

& OH YES , my dear adeq balqis , CHEEER UP okaeys (:
my dear adeqs , you people toO .
be friends soOn , please .

`i just need someone now

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

HAPPY BERFDAEY AZUUUUU ! (:

HAPPY ANNIV ZEE & KECHIQ ! (:

HELLOHELLOHELLOOOOO (:

im online since 8am .
i thought im late for discussion .
but none were online .
only KELLLLYYYYY (:
okaeys .

ELEVEN STUFFS tuh do until monday .
dats freakin' alot !
arghhhhs !
stress!stress!

okaeys , im meeting zeE in front kc (:
den go parkway parade .
just tuh update fone software ! arghhs !
okaeys . i'll blog again at nite .

BACKKK !
i meet zeE , mus , kechiq , imei , rara , mun & twinneye (:
okaeys mus bulled me . arghhs . okaeys i just feel like crying now .

I SAW ALLY THAT PRETTAYEEE & ASHIE THAT CUTEEEE (:

im just thinking bout some stuffs ! it keeps on bothering me . i can't go on like dis .

`all about us (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 20 September 2007

HELLOOOO (:
I SUDDENLY REMINDED OF LAST YEAR CLASS .
the cip to childcare .
OMG ! cute lahs .
& my class were so bonded .

ANIWAEYS , exam ended ! YAYS !

THANKIEW AMIRAH for that thing (:

okaeys . though exam ended . i need to crack my head for plans . INNOVATION WEEK ! OMG ! FUN BUT STRESSFUL . i need tuh lead my group . building of HOSTEL ?! 30 million budget ? dats certainly not enuff !

okaeys , thats beautful amirah . THIRTY - SEVEN hearts (:

ARGHHS ! damn it ! i can't log in into my acadamic portal ! how tuh hand in derh report for tuhday ? arghhhhs , freaking stress . okaeys , i just quarreled wid mummy . i slept just now & when i was awake , shocked tuh see MUS msg me . u still mean & im no longer a single line lahs okaeys (: okaeys . im left wid no choce ! but tuh return back tuh skoOl tumorrow tuh get back my user d & password . shits lahs ! grrrrx . i swear , i hate it !

i've got to move on

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 18 September 2007

firstly , meet nana & her pink friend , lisha (:

secondly , know that they are camera lovers .

thirdly , know them well & those phrases (:

LASTLY , SHE'S MORE GILERH DEN ME (:

OKAEYS . HELLO (:

today went home at 0945

chemistry was okaeys lahs .

den went vivO fer no reasons .

FUNNNN TIME OKAEYS (:

now im at home .

gtg start mugging my BIOLOGY !

MY HATRED SUBJECT

KILL ME ! I DUNNOE WAD TUH STUDY .

YAYS ! TUMORROW LAST PAPERRR

INNOVATION WEEK IS HEREEE

HOLIDAYSSSS (:

`should i ? should i not ?

ouhs yes ,

sepet aku ,

sorie . our love is not like before ehs .

those trust ferget it .

move on lahs , i dun wan go on being hurt .

i just dun wanna be in contact wid you

SORIEEE

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

HAPPY BERFDAEYY MRSROSSTAR (:

HELLO

okaeys . kill me now .

add maths was easy .

onli dat i can't remember formula );

ARGHHHS !

i hate it .

must i talk tuh mr tang ?

i decided not .

but i tink fer derh best .

so i meet him .

everything turns out BADDD !

dats freakin' SADDD .

those tears , OMG , not suppose tuh roll down my cheeks .

okaeys FIQQ ,

SORRY FER DERH MSG

ILY & IMY (:

& AMIRAH ,

PROMISEE OKAEYS !

okaeys now i got tuh buck up fer sciences .

meeting dhiyana .

` wad about us ?

i'll miss you

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 17 September 2007

while kacau-kacau si banjir .

me & kak idah (:

azuuu swimming (:

they're just hot lahs (:

toO crazeeye (:

azuuuu emo-ing (:

me & azuuuu (:

i love this pic (:

azuuuu ! - that pontianak (:

muker stop it seyy azuuu (:

AT TAKAAA (:

fun before breakfastinggg (:

OH YEA , WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER (:

riterite ?

`you are the music in me

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

HELLLOOHELLOOOO .
im here blogging at 0124 pm
later meeting KAK LINNNN
YAYS ! (:

kak lin is passing me photo shop cd . yays !
I LOVE YOU KAK LINNNNN (:
im a little hyper tuhday .
cos i kept on laughing whenever i remember
all the jokes & fun i had yeaterday . hhahas .
thankiew tuh AZUUU & KAK IDAHHH .
LoLx (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 16 September 2007

HAPPY BERFDAEYY KHAI TWINNEYEE (:
& AMIRAH , GET WELL SOON (:

wheEEe !

its like early morning now . hhahas .

im getting ready tuh go fer BGM (:

ferst time . woOhooOs .

den im meeting DORK , MY EMO LOVE FRIEND (:

den im meeting nanaa fer BGM .

meeting AZUUU & KAK IDAH tuh esplanade (:

WHeEEee`~

i so in love with them (:

& okaeys ! im back . i really had fun okaeys .

giggles till stomachache .

laughing till cryy .

AZUUU ! SWIM SUMMORE . HHAHAS (:

buker out at makansutra .

i ate mee soto & drank green tea .

shall upload pics .

`nothing last forever (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 14 September 2007

OKAEYS ! IM BACK UPDATINGGGG !
im busy wid exams . dats derh reason .
HELLLOHELLOOOOO !
im bored lahs sey .

wednesday i had my eng paper 2 & social studies .
it was okaeys .
only i screwed up fer ss .
i dunnoe how tuh write it -.-
neminddd lahs .

thursday i had my ML paper 2 .
okaeys olso .
it was quite easy .
im targetting fer A1 lahs !
cikgu , please get me an a1 .
enuff of a2 (:

tuhday , i had my E - MATHS .
paper 1 was freaking easy !
paper 2 i lack of timeeee !
arghhhhs . pissed off .
okaeys im sad + angry .

onli naz knoe . kankankan ?
promise ehs naz .

i just hate my love .
i dunnoe y .
its up tuh u dear .
i wanna leave you .
im sorry .

ADEQ LIYANA ,
dun cry okaeys dear ?
i'll promise i'll still loOk you up .
& mayb im wrong toO .
wadever happen dat time wasn't your fault .
its mine okaeys .
takmo sadsad agik kaeys (:

`im sorry , dun leave me hurting again .

i haf tuh go .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 12 September 2007

OKAEYS . dats DORKKKKK !

just read her blog .

THANKIEWWW . im so touched lahs (:

& awwww . so sweeeet (:

OKAEYS BACK LAHS !

i went skoOl wid shazana .

i so miss her lahs can !

hahahs .

okaeys . im still sick .

but studying my geog (:

den suddenly raining so heavyyyyy !

i just heck but a bit scared .

a little bt drenched .

mrs wong was lke talking tuh me say

where's your noteboOk ?

i tot i fergotten tuh bring .

i dig , & i found it ! YAYS !

GEOG exam was actually kinda easy .

but i forgotten somethings .

so its just a waste lahs .

I DID SLEEEEEEEEEEP !

LITERATURE exam was olso actually okaeys .

im toO confident fer ferst qns .

i wrote freakin' long ! (:

hoping i can score high .

den dismissed early . mrs rajah sign my noteboOk out .

den okaeys . im homeeee !

planning go tamp tuh STUDYYYYYYYYYY my ss (:

ANIWAEYS !

HAPPY BERFDAEY ABG YUS !

& AMOI , im waiting .

tumorrow u're set out FREEEEE ! yays !

`it was your decision

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 10 September 2007

HAPPY BERFDAEY AJI & ADEQ BALQIS & ADEQ KIMAH .
all the best in everything .

okaeys hello !
exam totally screwed up .
i kept on SLEEEEEPPPP !
i dunnoe y .
but nemind .
okaeys well . im happy enuff .
im feeling like a retainee .
okaeys . got tuh study .

`you're not alone

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 9 September 2007

my nephew , putra akid akimy (:

'PDA' businesswoman tired

we love our PDAAAAA !

PUSHPOP !

SNAPSHOT . [pic was long tme ago]

INCREDIBLE & BRACELETS (:

LISHA & NANAA

family outing pics } long time ago (:

I LOVE THEMMMMMM (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

SEE ME BLOW BUBBLES (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

HAPPY ANNIV IMEI & EKIN (:

i woke up wid terrible stomach cramp .
so pain & freakin' making me weak .
okaeys . nemind . bear wid it .
went shop .
& i merely fainted due tuh my cramps .
but just hurry went home & sleep awhile .
i went on crying . exam is tumorrow & im like dis .
im sick derh whole weEk !
okaeys . msg zeE .
zeE told me drink hot water & rest .
HOT MILOOOOO KAEYS ! (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 8 September 2007

IM BACK BLOGGING .
today went tuh BGM rehearsal .
okaeys was a bit blur .
nemind . den headed tuh siglap south cc .
okaeys . den tuh bedok . den home .
kenduri . den went out at 1130 pm .
go STUDDDYYYYY .
wid nanaa & suhaimi .
thankiew people fer teman-ing me .
FIQQ also (: - thru sms .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 7 September 2007

AMIRAHHHHHHHHHH ! hhhahas .

"Sk8er Boi"

He was a boy

She was a girl

Can i make it any more obvious

He was a punk

She did ballet

What more can i say

He wanted her

She'd never tell secretly she wanted him as well

But all of her friends

Stuck up their nose

They had a problem with his baggy clothes

He was a skater boy

She said see you later boy

He wasn't good enough for her

She had a pretty face

But her head was up in space

She needed to come back down to earth

5 years from now

She sits at home

Feeding the baby she's all alone

She turns on tv

Guess who she sees

Skater boy rockin up MTV

She calls up her friends

They already know

And they've all got

Tickets to see his show

She tags along

Stands in the crowd

Looks up at the man that she turned down

He was a skater boy

She said see you later boy

He wasn't good enough for her

Now he's a super star

Slamming on his guitar

Does your pretty face see what he's worth?

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

IM HEREEEEEE (:
HELLOHELLOOOOO
okaeys .
today im goOd lahs .
i helped mummy clean up derh house .
den i get ready . meet nanaa & aji .
den go eat .
aji ,
u cuter den me lahs !
i ain't as cute as you .
den went tuh tamp mall .
YAYS !
a list wad nanaa get from me .
-skirt
-shawl
-'PDA' diary
-necklace
-bracelet
-wallet
-yellow top
-cardigan
-HSM bag
-HSM top
-pushpops

a list wad i get from nanaa .
-skirt
-wallet
-bracelet
-necklace
-'PDA' diary
-green top
-havanaias white slipper
-bubbles
-push pops

THATS QUITE ALOT !
i know .
dun be jealous .
& nanaa - i've been wishing for dat necklace .
dat one at bugis .
lets buy together okaeys ?
& aku love dier lahs !
aku rindu seseorang , my grandma .

& AMIRAHHHHHH ,
dun be toO hyper active okaeys !

`your angel

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 6 September 2007

HELLLLOOOOOOO im back .

im sick rite now .

im being goOd by eating cough mixture .

okaeys . i woke up wid terrible like tension

coming back headache .

i ate breakfast wid mummy & relatives .

OUH MY .

i realli put up a brave act .

ferst tme experience .

i had tuh helped my aunts since im grandma's

GRANDDAUGHTERRR (:

i helped tuh keep her clean .

(mandikan jenazah?)

okaeys .

den everyone starting crying .

tried not tuh cry .

but i can't . so i just cried .

kiss grandma . & pray for her .

den headed tuh cemetery .

i never cry okaeys !

den i went back home .

SLEEEEEP .

cos im like really need rest .

so haziqah accompany me (:

woke up & sent aunts home .

den here i am blogging .

now wanting tuh SLEEEPPPP (:

though you left me .

im still here missing you .

even you're gone .

i just hope for one .

forgive all of my sins .

accept me for who i am .

im feeling sorry now .

THANKIEW TUH THOSE PEOPLE .

thanks fer all derh werds of encouragement

to make me move on (:

`im left all alone now

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

im freakin' tired now .
okaeys .
khai [not my twin uhs] ,
im very sorie . im feeling bad now . i hope things are like before .
grandma , you went far away this morning 0735 .
takecaiirex . & im sorry for wadever sins i've did .
i can't sleEp due tuh needness of cleaning up .
i just can't stop this tears .
& now im starting tuh cough . sore throats killing me .
sneezing making me sleEpy .

FIQQ & ZEE ,
thankiew ehs .
:)

`you're gone faraway

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 5 September 2007

okaeys . i swear im damn tired & sad + mix feelings .

monday was like totally a waste of time .

i did some self study . not alot .

tues i met up wid nanaa & went tuh bugis NLB .

after i eat , my aunt called up .

& i wasted another day of revision or mugging !

went tuh hospital tuh visit grandma cos its freakin' urgent .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 3 September 2007

HELLLLOOOOOO .

i woke up damn late tuhday .

den i bath & eat & went tuh my performance .

im kinda late lahs .

but its okaeys .

after my performances , i went tuh derh hospital .

den went tuh eat .

my stomach keeps on aching !

*OUCHHHHH*

`baby i love you

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 2 September 2007

okaeys .

i've not been blogging for many days .

due tuh no time & lazeeeeeye-ness .

teachers day on friday was fun .

at least i went back & met my friends .

but some people did not came .

okaeys some fun den i went home .

sat is worst lahs !

my course like makes me wanna SLEEEEEPPPP .

;DDD

i was wid vanessa most of derh time .

& okaeys . after anded went home .

den went hospital .

den at last we went CHANGIIIIIIIII .

i missed dat place .

& ouh my DEARRRRR !

i saw someoneeee !

they were like standing my area .

i was sitting den i like just shuddup & keep on loOking down .

hhahahs .

lazeeeeye wanna say hi tuh dem .

;DDDDD

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥