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HELLO LOVES (:

monday got skoOl .
cam siyak kan ?
den cabot class .
go where ? kedai kopi .
den came back . den baleq .
den went tuh meet some peoplepeople .
den mlm lepak .
taunt till morning .

& forgot bout skoOl .
checked fone .
and deres 7 missed kol & 6 msges .
i thot it was only 9am .
in dat case overslept .
but den , it was like 3 PM !
so i was like . okaeys . hahas .
nemind lahs . heck . i hate skoOl !
so met up wid emolove<3
den johari came .
den we lepaklepak .
meet farahin & friends .
msged farid .
but he din repli , suddenly he came down .
sumerh terkejot .
main api like nobody business .
den went farid house .
derh mother klakar sey .
hhahas . den baleq .
now online . later wanna sleeeeep !


& oh yeah !
i need tuh return report boOk tumorrow .
get from mummy money .
den go sim lim , buy mp3 !
YAYS-ness !
(:



HELLO LOVES (:

im meeting kak shaz later !
YAYS !
we're gonna go out & shop like hell .
cos i freaking wanna loOse those feelings .
just let me do it .
you wan derh best ?
yeahs , i tink this is my best way .
forgetting you .
instead of losing you .
its better in muchmuch different way .
let it be the way you want ,
YOU WAY ! this way .
okaeys , now den it will make you satisfy .


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i din post fer quite a days .
busy lahs !

thurs ,
early morning msged mus & zeE .
went skoOl .
was okaeys lahs .
quite bored also .
nabs cried due tuh some reasons .
im sorry !
fifi din came tuh skoOl lahs !
met her after skoOl .
meet mus & kechiq at city hall .
fifi din do stuffs tuh her hair .
okaeys , ended eating at kfc .
den went tuh vivO .
den went home .

zeE has gone tuh camp lahs .
takecaiirex bestie .

friday ,
went skoOl .
fifi came . but nabs & asiqah din came .
so i had shek tuh make me smile .
mus msg-ed me at noOn when she woke up .
den i went home early okaeys !
cos had kenduri at nite .
i managed tuh get a sleep .
a while only okaeys !
den kak gherl & her two kids came .
it was like only 5+ .
dey damn early .

den we went tuh shop .
bought sum stuffs .
den went home did some chores .
den before kenduri .
i was msg-ing mus .
den my cuxx pranked mus .
damn funny .
mus like scolded me .
saying that its better not tuh talk or wad .
my cuxx reply still .
den at last i told her derh truth .
& yahs , mus scolded me .
mus send me sweEt msg-es .
yahs , dats swEet lahhs okaeys .
i was reminded of those memories .
soOn , we're gonna be together again yahs .

sat ,
i spend my whole day at home !
watchng princess hours on dvd .
den msg-ing mus .
den now im online !
(:

nabs ,
im sorry .
i din noe things will be this way .
you takecairex okaeys !

mus ,
thanks lahhhhs .
you toO sweeEt olreadi !
just give me time okaeys ..
(:

WELCOME BACK ZEE !
& HAPPY ANNIV TUH ZEE & KECHIQ ! (:



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i can't upload pics now .
i dunnoe why .
stoooopid !
i went tuh hg mall ate .
den went tuh tamp ikea wid fifi , mizi ngan adeq dier .
was all derh way laughing & smiling .
msg-ing lahs .
okaeys .

well at skoOl ,
i scolded a fcuk up bitch !
you tink u very prettaye uhs ?
please lahs ! KISS MY ASS !
you're just an ass !
u wanna call ur sis beat me ?
call uhs ! im not scared !
just get a life !
YOU'RE NOT SO PRETTAYE !
YOU'RE UGLY OKAEYS ?!
(:

IM NOW FCUK UP !
some dunnoe which teacher called mummy .
& told her come down on monday .
and talking bout my conducts .
so does dat mean that im a bad kid ?
WALAOOOO !
im gonna ask hu went tuh call !
I DUN CAREEEE !
just get lost !
its my life okaeys !

& thanks mus (:
im sorry .




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SUNDAY ,
went tuh marsiling .
& yeahs , go back home .

MONDAY was a quite bored lahs .
till tuhday i still haven meet grandma yet .
as in daddy's side .
we went compass banquet eat !
den went tuh ikea .
& guess wad !
we left things inside locker & ferget tuh take !
i bought a cactus plant !
khairul & amoi also !
& im gonna haf my roOm makeover soOn !
anyone wanna be my lifeline ? (:

den at note go bukit merah take khairul's stuff .
i ate ice-cream three times ! (:
toO healthy !
den went home .

TUESDAY ,
freaking tired day !
had inter-class volleyball .
under the super hot sun !
i guess tanning olreadi .
den got dance .
quite fun but ended me toO tired during break ,
so i skipped after dat .
& lye down here & there wid asiqah & fifi .
GEREKKKS TAUUUUS !

den cabot skoOl early .
went funan , meet amoi .
me & fifi were bored so we wasted $5 each .
doing sumtink tuh our hair (:
whhheeEEeee`~
den went tuh ikea collect dat stuffs .
& it rain heavily .
camnerhh nak baleq siaaa !
waited den go home .
lepak wid wand , adley & amir & amoi lahs .
GERREKKKS , full of jokes (:
now at hme rotting .
helping abang dye hair later .





HELLO LOVES .

hari rayer was quite great lahs .
i get tuh meet my relatives .
in just one day , i collected okaeys lahs .
& im in need of money now !
fer retreat , new stuffs & yahs .

i msged FIQQ cos he wanted me tuh teman him .
since he's freaking boredddd !
okaeys , after i went two house only .
went home . cos dere's kenduri .
den , all my niece & nephew was dere .
cute lahs ! cos emi , esha & kimy was dere toO !
can bully dem .

suspect daddy celebrating rayer out of singapore .
nemind . khai celebrate wid us . irritating tapi fun kankankannn ?
(:

it seems so sunyi now .
the voice i needed tuh hear ,
now seems no more .
den i fell asleep bside sofa !
hhahas . damn kekek .
den woke up msg fiqq back .
den we went tuh mustaffa centre .
fiqq slept . so no one accompany me .
i bought my fruit juice as normal .
(:

reached home jehs .
TIDOOOOOOOOOO !
like pig . woke up damn lateeeee !
nemind . niwaeys not going out wad .
maybe going at nite .

im not shure if im able tuh make it tuh teman
my adeq balqis tumorrow .
sorry love (:




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i went tuh cemetery .
back olreadi .
i sleeep ! cos my neck really sprains !
den now im getting myslef ready tuh go buy fire crackers .
YAYS !
i love my little cuxx & older cuxx .
im enjoying tonite .
but doesn't means happy mood .

guees wad !
my anak sedare , EMIZRUL .
slengerrr kuangasam btol !
he stared at me .
den i say wad wad !
den he say " AUNTY BONGOK"
kuangasam nyer anak sedare !
(:




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okaeys .
im promoted tuh sec four .
almost retain !

& aunt just pass away .
my neck hurts derh whole time .
i got a neck sprain .
mummy fetch me from skoOl .
(:





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i died my hair olreadi .
but i wanna change colour .
tuhday is like OMG .
i feel like crying all derh while .
my brains kept on remind me of you lahs .
sardine kept me awake wif all her craps .
& bullying me all derh while .
that was great but i am still sad okaeys .
i tried tuh ferget you .
but it seems dat i can't .
you are gone tuhday .
exactly tuhday .
a day which i can't smile truly .
seriously .
i wish it didn't happen lahs .
& now , im missing you badly !

some things are keeping me so upset !
fifi , i try tuh help you .
i can't promise anything .

& tuh dat fcuk up BITCHHHHHH ! (:
GET A.LIFE LAHS OKAEYS ? PLEASE .
stop bothering innocents lahs fcuker .
you're simply A NO LIFE BITCH .
i hope you know who you are .
& if you know ,
im GLADDDDD here .
kindly leave them lahs .




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early morning toOk bus wid ryan (:
dudok pat blakang skali !
hhahas . never do anytink ehs !
den i alight ferst .
wave buhbyex tuh him .
msg dier plak . thankiew again .
den reach skoOl i was kinda sad lahs .
i told fifi bout it .
sorry , i can't really tell you more .
cos i really cried abit okaeys !
but i smiled still .
i just can't see him like dis .
results are out !

ENGLISH - PASS
E MATHS - PASS
MALAY - PASS
SCIENCE - PASS
HUMANITIES - FAILED
GEOGRAPHY - FAILED
A MATHS - FAILED

sorry mummy .
it was my best !
i really give in okaeys .

& damn , i was suppose tuh meet sepet .
but sepet never reply me .
arghhhs . sad lahs !
sepet , when you're gone ,
please takecaiirex .
bout that letter .
thankiew . i dunnoe how am i suppose tuh reply u .
i really wanna meet you .
i wish it didn't happen .
& i hope you'll never leave us all .
i really need you .
my exams , i did it cos u gave me encouragement .
those quarrels , i apologize .
those moments , i treasure .
those words , i KEEP still !
i can't believe you're leaving .
ILY & I'LL MISS YOU
i'll wait for you
sorry ='(

im meeting emo.love .
wanna dye hair lahs .
i sdun care bout schoOl okaeys ?
cos i hate prefects .
dey are prefects but not perfect !
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im back from schoOl .
okaeys .
met emo.love den go hg mall .
i've been wanting that shorts !
but since emo.love tak bli so i never buy .
sad kan ? yes i know .
den we buker at hg point .
funny sey ! we were laughing & gigglings .
but fcuked up wid derh group of fcukers .
dey kept on staring at me . like WTHHH !
nemind , i know i prettaye (:
hhahah . okaeys . shock sendiri .

i watched hikmah !
& msging wid RYAN .
okaeys ryan , thankiew fer those hopes !
im just freaking sad now .
sepet going soOn .
result bsok !
superrr dead lahs can ?
& hari raya saturday .
it just make tears roll down .
not wanting tuh stop !

i'll upload pictures taken wid nabs (:
& unglams of some people (:




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yesterday ,
i went tuh help angkat barang .
pindah wadddddd .
see im strong okaeys (:
i went skoOl at 10+ .
pupil profiling results .
OMG , im a
VISUAL LEARNER !
but its true lahs .
sometimes i need people tuh explain more den twice .
hhahas . a bit slow !

im so tired now !
& i even skip religious class again !
WTH ! stupid lahs . i miss friends dere now .
dey thot like sumtink happen tuh me .
infact , IM OKAEYS HERE LAHS (:
okaeys . im going tuh buy some kuih stuffs .
im helping mummy tuh make kuih dis weEk when i never go skoOl .
seeeeeEEEEeee ! wad a goOd child i am (:
well yes ! im meeting emo sayang one of this day tuh give her a
TENNIS RACKET ! which she haf been wanting for .
& yeahs ! we can go play tennis & squash lahs sayanggggg (:

COUNTDOWN TUH
- my results .
-rock climbing
-HARI RAYA ( actually i haf no moOd tuh celebrate)
-sepet last day here }// 09-10-2007

arghhhhhs FCUKKK !
sepet , im gonna miss you hell lahs !
2 years sey ! w/o you ? arghhhs fcuk cann !
takecaiirex lahs love . dun do it again .
start anew when u come out .
2 more days ! 'll meet you on tuesday okaeys !
just tuh HUGGGG you !





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well , im sick now .
sick of everything .
plus some hurting feeling .
arghhhs . but i bear wid it .
i control my anger & sadness .
i can't be weak . but im not strong .
im trying only . hoping i can .

im not gonna control anything else .
except MY OWN LIFE .
love is not important tuh me now .
i just hope that im able tuh get true love again .
sepet da nak masok home soOn .
i'll miss you okaeys .
& i'll wait for you till 10/10/2010 .
by then im olreadi 17 turning 18 .
okaeys i'll wait ; i promise (:

i hope things will get better between me & anyone .
i just hate this feeling .
i know its MY fault lahs okaeys ?
i dun bother bout you people animore .
up tuh you lahs . im just a nobody .
i dun wanna disturb any soul now .
u hate me ? i hate you MORE okaeys .
we shouldn't have met in derh ferst place .

oh yeahs ,
results gonna be out tuesday .
i hope im not a retainee .
i just wanna leave skoOl soOn .
as soOn as possible .
i cant go on like dis .
staying at here . OMG ,
ITS KILLING ME .

lets thought its OVER .
it was something that you SAID .
you were everything that i wanted .
but it just fade away .

i just need be strong .
on my own now of cos .
if i haf someone .
i hope it'll be someone that'll understand my feelings .
i really wish for it .
i just thank you for being there .
but at times , feel you're not there .
but my feelings just dun wanna fade .
i wish i could have you back .
but i noe its a miracle if it happen .
so just forget it .
you left me ; im still okaeys .

thankiew RYAN FAHMI (:
see you every morning okaeys .
your smile wakens my day .
thankiew ehs .
i met emo sayang , muzz & acap .
went tuh eat some stuffs at hougang point .
den go home lahs .

THE PICTURES (:

after rock climbing . sherly , fifi & lisha

thats FARAH . i was giggling away


i was only helping fifi find better rock . she's trying be my spotting (: toO small lahs you !


HELLO READERS .
i never post yesterday due tuh some reason .
actually was sleeping !
the whole time ! like piggg !
bcos i was like talking on derh phone since 1230 tuh 5am
kill me lahs cannnn !

okaeys went skoOl quite early .
den chapel was giggling wid asiqah , fifi & nabs .
shek wasn't dere cos she needs tuh talk tuh sec ones .
den we went tuh our respective course class .
we went tuh funan dat area .
which is so coOl .

but i had a terrible headache due tuh some reason lahs !
x________x is killing me lahs !
she's causing me tuh die of terrible headache !
but i bear wid it .
i VOMITED like twice lahs cannnn !
FCUKKKKKK !
den went home . sleeppppp .
cos i really cannot bear .

TODAY was okaeys lahs .
went tuh skoOl .
course was like boring lahs .
only dat we did some calculations .
damnnnn funny .
me & nats were like confusing ourselves !

den was like rock climbing !
okaeys .
quite funn ! i was laughing all derh way .
i shall upload derh pictures .
we did bouldering .
FARAH guide me outside one .
i gave up climbing when i left wid one rock !
hhahahs .
den i lie down on derh matress & laughing .
farah was like laughing toO & trying tuh tell me go on .
den i say later .

den when inside was MATHEW i tink .
they kept on aiming take picture of my butt !
damn ass ! hahas . especially SHERLY TAUFANI !
idiottt ! hhahas .
& i managed tuh reach okaeys !
cos i tried many times (:

the next wall was like freaking hard !
we managed tuh supoort sakinah reach up .
hhahas . PLAY CHEATTTT one rite ? (:
i din go cca tuhday . toO TIREDDDD !
aniwaeys i sick wad .
and guess wad ,
i changed my waterbabies water just now .
is damn freaking alot ! & im wasting time .
hhahahs . quite funnnn okaeys !
& im meeting my emo sayangg later (:
go STUUUDYYY ! , though my exam ended .
arghhhs !
countdown tuh tuesday . results out ! shoooOooOooOts !
my bill is gonna burst ! sms gonna exceed !
DEADDDDD ! (:





HELLO .
IM BACK FROM SKOOL !
okaeys .
yesterday watch Love Is Cinta .
like so sad . wanna cry .
but i never cry .
watching dat show makes me remind of the past .

okaeys tuhday haf retailing course .
im in same group as riane , natasha , tess ,
kia hwee , jia ying & glenda !
quite funnnn !
went tuh takashimaya .
do some retailing thing lahs .
me & glenda go seperate ways .
den we were scolded by this fcuking guard !
arghhhs !

okaeys , im having headache now .
i've been feeling like vomiting since just now sitting wid x________x
its freaking killing me now .
went back , i sat wid charlotte .
& i sleeeep .

reach skoOl i really feel like wanna vomit !
seriously . JY accompany me lahs .
so sweet lahs you (:
den went home .
actually meeting dork sayang .
but tak jadi . nemind .
im meeting dhiyana bestie & mummy later .
YAYS !

oh yes ! FIFI , come home soOn .
im missing you now .
);




WELL HELLO .

okaeys . narie quite gerek .
no skoOl . thankiew tuh derh 5 awards the skoOl receive .
den i went vivO wid liyana , shiela , ziqri , amirah & fifi .
quite fun . tapi , amirah like MUTEEEE !
reason bcos , READING NEWSPAPER !
bnyk lahs dier nyer excuse !
bacins ! & ZIQRI is freaking cute lahs !
cute gilerh nyehs .
cuterrrrrr den anyone else .
he's like making us laughing all derh way .

den 5+ dey went home .
me & fifi stay & shoppingggg lahs !
aleq umah meet dork at hg point jap .

emo kasi waterbabies agik & lend love is cinta nyer dvd .
THANKIEWWW EMO ! SAYANGG YOU LAHS !
den aleq nasib tak kene bising !
now im msging amirah & yana .
im freaking bored .
okaeys im off tuh watch LOVE IS CINTA !
(: