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Friday, 5 October 2007
HELLOO LOVES (:
well , im sick now . sick of everything . plus some hurting feeling . arghhhs . but i bear wid it . i control my anger & sadness . i can't be weak . but im not strong . im trying only . hoping i can .
im not gonna control anything else . except MY OWN LIFE . love is not important tuh me now . i just hope that im able tuh get true love again . sepet da nak masok home soOn . i'll miss you okaeys . & i'll wait for you till 10/10/2010 . by then im olreadi 17 turning 18 . okaeys i'll wait ; i promise (:
i hope things will get better between me & anyone . i just hate this feeling . i know its MY fault lahs okaeys ? i dun bother bout you people animore . up tuh you lahs . im just a nobody . i dun wanna disturb any soul now . u hate me ? i hate you MORE okaeys . we shouldn't have met in derh ferst place .
oh yeahs , results gonna be out tuesday . i hope im not a retainee . i just wanna leave skoOl soOn . as soOn as possible . i cant go on like dis . staying at here . OMG , ITS KILLING ME .
lets thought its OVER . it was something that you SAID . you were everything that i wanted . but it just fade away .
i just need be strong . on my own now of cos . if i haf someone . i hope it'll be someone that'll understand my feelings . i really wish for it . i just thank you for being there . but at times , feel you're not there . but my feelings just dun wanna fade . i wish i could have you back . but i noe its a miracle if it happen . so just forget it . you left me ; im still okaeys .
thankiew RYAN FAHMI (: see you every morning okaeys . your smile wakens my day . thankiew ehs . i met emo sayang , muzz & acap . went tuh eat some stuffs at hougang point . den go home lahs .
`colour my world
♥L i s h [A] y i E♥
L i s h a .
im 6teen !
my life's a failure .
Family/Boyf/Bestf are the best !
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