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Saturday, 29 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

ARGHHHHS OMG , GUESS WAD !

sepet text me siaaaaaaaaaaa .

thru sumone uhs . sepet will only be out awhile now .

need tuh go court again tuhday at 11 am .

i thought i wanna follow .

but dun wan uhs . paiseyyyyy uhs !

sepet say dat most lkely tagging not prison or home .

i hope tagging so dat you can continue skool .

& like i promised you , i'll fetch you like those times after skool !

and we'll go lunch together .

i'll be the ferst one sepet gonna text if its tagging .

but sepet still have tuh go in and come out 18 JANUARY .

thats like 3 days before my berfdaey .

& my ferst day chalet siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

dats if tagging uhs .

if prison or home , sepet be back only JUNE . );

fcuking long . thats the reason i miss sepet alot !

sepet did text me saying "I MISS YOU SIAAAAA" ~

at ferst wanted tuh accompany sepet on derh fone uhs .

till like morning . but managed only till 0500am .

cos i was freaking tired !

and when i woke up , its like toO late .

1045am . he's in the court olreadi );

i got tuh know thru sepet about the rest .

fido , ninja , crazeeeye and toyol all have case .

i can't really remember uhs about wad .

yeahs , so wish korang all the best ehhhs .

i miss those times wid you all .

and yeahs . okaeys . ~

im meeting mummy and kak shiqqin at bugis later .

its a YAYYYYY lahs cannnnnn ? (:

and im gonna shop like hell there okaeyyyyyyys !

i wanna buy many stuffs there .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 28 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

YESTERDAY ~
went tuh skool .
sent o level registration letter .
and plaque .
then went tamp , century square .
then went tuh downtown .
play pool until like 1030 pm .

okaeys tuhday never go johor bahru .
neither are we going tuh kak mira house fer kude kepang .
so yeahs , mum is freaking angry wid me .
she bang the door so hard .
and so fcuking LOUDDDD !
i was so shocked but i just kept quiet .
let her be lahhhhs .
so she din gave me money .
& im cashless tuhday .
wth lahhhhs cannnn ?!
im bingit wid almost everyone sak !
i feel like i wannna cry so hardddd !
but i bear the pain in me okaeys .

and now , im sick !
im like having fever , coughing so badly .
and still , im eating coldstuffs !
like ice-cream & drinking freaking cold snapple .
drinking mac's coke ! & eating ice .
BESTTTTT LAAAHHHS OKAEYS .
woke up tuhday wid my coughing turning more bad .

& I HATE THAT GUY !

who busted dhiyana .

he is abang . not my brother lahs .

we all call him abang .

so yeahs , basically , he make friends with many GIRLLLLS !

then meet ALONEEE !

talk wid them on phone .

& din even msg dhiyana .

BUSTED KANNNN ?

wth lahhhhs cannnnn !

sam , you still go keep quiet lahs !

u din even tell me how he behaved !

such a busted ! i hope you're not one like him !

takecaiires people !

im off tuh CENTURY SQUARE !

tuh lepaklepakkkk .

& off tuh ITE simei tuh appeal course .

buhbyeeeeee ~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 27 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

TUESDAY ~
MERRY XMAS FRIENDS !
went out tuh uncle house .

my little cousin berfdaey !

den just gave her money uhs .

last minute plan wad !

so dhiyana tag along .

PUTRI ELNISA RIZDYANTI also !

so went tamp after that tuh pass syaz stuffs .

then went compass tuh eat .

after eating went home .

okaeys , the best thing is ,

me & dhiyana was playing psp .

playing street fighter game uhs .

den we both were like crazeeeye uhs .

dhiyana , alep , nurul called me .

talktalked . as in at night .

WEDNESDAY ~

im going skool later .

tuh pass my o level letter .

i hope is not too late .

& tuh pass the plaque that we received .

FREAKING BIG SIAAAAAAA .

efforts from LISHA , LOOSE , FIQAH & NABS (:

hard work of us okaeys !

& yeahs going vivo tuh lepak later .

with diyana , syaz & alep .

and dunnoe who else uhs .

so yeahs , till now , im thinking how .

im going tuh kude kepang dis sunday .

at 8 am must go out olreadi .

so yeahs , i dunnoe how uhs now .

wad am i tuh tell my mum .

shoOOooOOts lahs cannnn !

alep say tell the truth .

siow ! i tel , she dun allow ,

saperh nak replaceeeee !

denggggs nyer alep !

TOMORROW ~

plans tuh go johor bahru in the morning ,

then tuh kak mira house for kude practice .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 25 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

im back blogging .
i can't really go online !
mummy is using all the time .
& especially MIDNIGHT !
wth lahs can ?! grrrx .

but , i got nurul tuh accompany me !

sometimes until early morning .

i've got mp3 & psp tuh accompany me toO !

YAYS ! lucky tuh have dem on my hands .

SATURDAY ~

went tuh sunplaza park .

got kude kepang mabok .

freaking cool uhs .

i played gamelan .

actually was dere tuh watch only .

but dhiyana freaking tired .

so i took over her .

the possesed guys alomost like wanna hit me .

played the wrong notes !

but i immediately grab dhiyana leg , played properly .

den dat guy walk away . LUCKY SIAAAAAAA !

den raining ! everything wet .

i squatting so dat i'll not get my bumps wet .

den went tuh century square toilet .

lepak inside there . the sofa area .

then went woodlands . practice a few steps .

then went home .

the best thing is KAK MIRA , MANJE & KAK NOOR !

yays , was down but they kept me laughing !

till i forget my sorrows .

SUNDAY ~

went out early like 8am .

went fer kude kepang outing .

it was at YISHUN TUH YISHUN .

different area uhs .

kind of gereks uhs .

the freaking hurting me is , BLISTER !

due tuh the freaking hot ground !

then met abang & sam .

went tuh abg zul house at sengkang .

i cried due tuh something uhs .

scaring me siaaaaaa ):

aku takot siol !

then we went tuh RK tuh eat .

sam like fcuking shit siaaaaa !

u attitude i also can lahhhhs !

alep text me , so text him back .

he keeps on disturbing me short .

he pierced his right eyebrow . cute sakkk !

takmo kembang uhs alep !

then musfirah dewie text me after so long time ! (:

after play psp awhile then i sleeep .

tiredddd sia !

TODAY ~

meeting mummy at geylang .

i'll buy as many stuffs i want !

cos she knows im feeling down .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 22 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

im back again .
yeahs , life sucks now .
i dunnoe why .
im feeling stress out over little things .
yeahs , only dhiyana knows .
she gets how i feel .

WEDNESDAY ~
went tuh meet adeq nur & dhiyana .
walk around and yeahs .
went back eunos . send adeq nur .
den saw abang .
so he send us off tuh bus stop .
we went home .
sam is sick , GET WELL SOON !
AKU NAMPAK FAIROZ ! (:
tapi dier tak nmpk aku !

THURSDAY ~

hari rayer aidil adha .

so went tuh aunt house & bedok reservoir .

dhiyana , abang and sam was suppose tuh come my hs !

tuh eat and dinner together .

but they cannot make it .

so sad lahs can ! ):

then we went home at like 2 AM !

FRIDAY ~

went tuh simei .

dad's cousin house .

though dad is not with us ,

i still love his cousin !

ATOK & NENEK & NEK NYANG !

left early .

meet sam & ashley .

then meet dhiyana and ram .

and abang at eunos .

then went home .

i fell in love pink psp .

i mean the games .

GLAD TUH ANNOUNCED THAT ,

SAM , ABANG , ASHLEY , DHIYANA & RAM ,

QUARRELED BCOS OF A PINK PSP !

bcos they wanna play the games .

LoLx !

i felt sick again .

fcuk tension comes back & driving me mad .

hospital here i come again !

thankiew fcuking tension headeache !

and yeahs ,

here again wanna express what i feel again .

now , i wish for that tuh return back tuh us .

all i want is his love .

i need him , though i hate him .

i want us tuh be happy like before .

though babybushuq love me .

i need dad's love more .

you know how babybushuq felt bout me .

you din wan us tuh be in a relationship .

you wanted us tuh be friends .

but still , i kept this relationship going on still .

i know you felt down bout that thing uhs .

but life still move on . im glad im still here .

i'll support you all i can .

sorry mummy , ily .

though i know you hates me for a reason .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 19 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

SATURDAY ~

went out wid adeq & dhiyana .

kind of gerek . went tamp .

eat and catch the movie ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS .

gerekkk siaaaaa !

must watch okaeys peoples !

then proceed tuh bugis .

meet sam and abang .

quarreled & yeahs , i walked away .

like i say , i did walked away .

i hated the quarrel .

you din even stop me !

walked around bugis street .

adeq wanted this freaking nice shirt .

so i thought that i would buy fer her .

then can't withdraw 30 bucks .

and i told adeq that we'll come back and get for her that top .

and she say okaeys ! (:

they msged us . we replied sarcatism .

then went eunos send adeq den we proceed tuh hougang mall .

never go gig .

then went home . i had tuh rush .

cos need tuh takecaiires nisa (:

my little cute niece .

same berfdaey as me okaeys !

SUNDAY ~

went tuh geylang wid family .

kind of gerek lahhhs . den went home .

den we wanted tuh go cemetery .

but it rained so heavily !

fetched spiderman and mummy at boon lay .

then we went sheng siong at boon lay .

then went tuh kallang park .

cool lahs okeys .

ANDDDDD APPEARS ONE FREAKING SHOCKING NEWS !

went home . then sleep .

MONDAY ~

went out .

then after dat go bugis .

search people . bought watches .

since everything kind of settling soon .

then went tuh hougang mall . meet NANA !

miss her trucklots lahhhs can !

then we shared our love story there .

cos raining & stuck can't went home !

then NANA head tuh hougang mall .

and me & dhiyana head tuh my house .

sprayed her hair black .

N level result mahhhhs !

TODAY ~

not going out .

only meeting mummy later .

thats all .

mayb ! i'll tag along dhiyana !

TO MY FRIENDS THAT HAS TAKEN N LEVEL !

good luck fer results okaeys !

have faith in yourself .

andand yeahs the news .

my abang is booking chalet for our berfdaeys !

mummy says that we'll celebrate there .

so its ferst , 19 jan , abang berfdaey .

21 january , me and nisa .

ARGHHHHHS okaeys . mummy allow my friend tuh taunt at chalet .

cool kannnn ? YAYYYYYYS ! dhiyana and nana will taunt !

i can't wait lahs okaeys .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 15 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

never post fer quite days .
busy lahs lishaaaaaa !
went out wid nurul & kawans & mairah .
gerek uhs sey ! went penisular then went vivO .
we all like too kecoh olready .
then head off home .
me , nurul & mairah went tuh mac .
chit-chat . laughlaugh . its like MIDNIGHHHHT ~
then , went home , saw mummy .

then i SLEEEEEEPPPP !
nurul takderh keje ! kol at 2AM !
but i answered , talk awhile .
then both freaking tired !
i dun even noe wad im talking .
so we hung up . & SLEEEEEP ~

today woke up kind of early .
went mall wid dhiyana .
den mit sam & abang !
den we lepaklepakkkk .
then head off tuh yck mrt , fetch the two kids !
then we went tuh hougang point tuh eat at KFC .
met dorkee , emolove<3>
take my shorts back .

then went home .
and outs tuh mustaffa centre !
cam takderh kejer kannn ?
tak tau tdo !

im going escape tumorrow ,
YEAHHHHS .
if its raining , we're going bugis .
tuh buy SAME WATCHHHHH !
i want green !
green is 2008 colour for me !
YAYYYYYYS-NESS !
at 6 , all of us will proceed tuh GIG .
gerekkkkks , confermmmms !
fairuz , meet you tumorrow .
kau nak meet aku sangat kan !
nie aku jumper kau .
kiter sumerh dance till we drop ehhhhs !
HHAHHAHS , LOLX ! (:

gajikuuu sudahhh masokkkkk ! YEAHHHHS ! (:

EMOLOVE <3>
TAKECAIIRES OKAEYS ~
IMY BABE ! (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 13 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

i think im not going out today .

kind of lazeeeye mood .

raining and its so cold .

but heck care uhs .

im still going out tuh meet dhiyana !

we're going out tuh lepak !

& buy waffle together .

im in love with primadeli waffles .

andand the cupcakes too !

but im buying only waffles lahhhs !

then maybe im doing some homewerk .

or else ! DEADDDD ! its not finished when school reopens .

i wanna start a new not lazeeeye life .

so im trying tuh be a good gherl .

in 2007 , i was super bad gherl .

bodooohhhs btol . influenced lahs !

my mum & bro had tuh come down UMPTEEN times .

i haf 10 demerit point in hand now .

so i must not get 8 more between two years ! 2008/2009 !

crazeeeeye ! i haf tuh control attitude lahs .

i still need tuh do detention class .

haven finished wad ! but im not doing .

just act like oh really uhs ? i haven do ? (:

and discipline master & mistresses & being too good tuh me .

they close certain of my case like truancy & stuffs .

thats simply bcos their reason is , IM A SINGLE PARENTS .

they know that this year , for the whole of two terms ,

mummy have been sending me tuh skool !

cos she dun wan me tuh truancy .

its so hard tuh let go the habits of truancy .

but im changing . N level oiiii ! saperh nak fail ?

i wanna go sec five okaeys !

im texting dhiyana & nurul now .

listening tuh the song at IKA-STAR blog !

nice uhs seyy ! i likeeee !

yeahs , im buying my school needs after 28 december .

anyone nak ikot ? (:

cos it will be my shopping day ! YAY-NESS !

then gonna be countdown .

im goingout wid relatives all .

the family gathering .

andand , dhiyana , abang & sam is tagging along .

double yay-ness .

we gonna taunt together !

cos mum will allow me tuh ! THRIPLE YAY-NESS !

okaeys enuff .

i wanna find my homewerk .

so that i can bring later & do it !

i miss loOse !

she's away fer OBS camp .

grrrrx , & yays ! she's buying me something !

WOOOHOOOO ! ily loOse .

oboriansku !

aku rindu korang !

bilerh nak outing agik ?

cepat lahs seyyyyyyy !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 11 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

today it rains quite heavily .
then it stopped a while then drizzlings .
im kinda sadsad no mood kind now .
abang & dhiyana tgh gadoh .
cam siyal sey ! just bcos of a bitch (:
thankieww uhs bitch .
lucky me & sam notink happen .
quarrel awhile only .

i text emelia & nurul !
saying that i miss them .
then i called dhiyana . talktalk then go out .
we went hougang mall then tuh eunos tuh settle stuffs .
andand ASHLEYYYYY !
kau siyal uhs ! main laser .
cam bdakbdak siots !
umor 16 bukan 6 ! BODOHHHHS !
& everythings settled ! YAYS ! HAPPYYYY !
(:

well , i decided tuh meet azyati next week .
me & dhiyana . for wad ?
yeahs , tuh scold her vulgarities & all .
so wad if you're bigger size den me ?
im not afraid lahs ehs sorry !
ckit pon takder herannnnnn .
(:

currently listening tuh demi masa - boboy (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 10 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

i feel left out always .

i dunnoe why .

i only had dhiyana & amirah tuh talk tuh .

i had always wanted tuh leave everything alone .

but i noe it'll be so much worst .

so i tried helding on tuh it .

i can't bear tuh loose it .

DEA - thankkkks , i know its no point tuh cry over someone .

AMIRAH - no worries , im okaeys (:

now i realize that noone cares fer me .

xcept dhiyana & amirah .

they get how i feel .

maybe theres more that cares for me .

but i dunnoe . THANKKKKKS !

only you both understand how i feels .

im glad i still have u both now .

thankkkks ! (:

well , i went tuh AMIRAH LIVEJOURNAL !

& yeahs , im hearing her song !

wait for you - elliot yamin

so nice . the lyrics damn nice .

makes me remind of the past .

now , im listening tuh a song now .

i want it that way - backstreet boys .

the chorus -

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Tell me whyAin't nothin' but a mistake

Tell me why

I never wanna hear you say

I want it that way

part of it -

Now I can see that we're falling apart

From the way that it used to be , yeah

No matter the distance

I want you to know

That deep down inside of me...

tuh you know who you are ,

i hope you understand me .

i really can't bear tuh be like this .

i hope notink happens .

SMILEEEE okaeys !

tuh zeE bestie ,

get well soon , takecaiires & cheeeer up !

imy lahs babe !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 9 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

well friday i had work .

and boss gave me an off day on saturday !

YAYS ! so that day im allowed tuh werk four hours .

saturday was kinda kecohhh .

had water carnival .

i was freaking busy .

ferst , i bcame derh OFFICIALS .

i bcame crowd control .

then i became GAMES I/C .

was boring then .

then , OFFICIAL !

crazeeeye !

i bcame in charge fer everything !

in charge of all first aiders & officials .

i was held responsible lahhhs .

den when everything ended ,

i had lunch cum dinner .

cleared up places then meet dhiyana .

went tuh buy stuffs .

[ THANKIEW CHAIRMAN & VICE-CHAIRMAN FOR THE PRAISES]

today , went sentosa !

gerekkkk sia ! play rain then swim in the sea .

FREAKINGGG COLDDD !

then okaeys lahs .

im kind of no mood tuh post now .

seriously .

to dearest that gherl !

please ehs . me & dhiyana had enuff .

we cried over you .

OVER YOU GET DAT !

i can't possibly say that its our fault .

its okaeys .

i'll not go on crying like wad dhiyana told me .

its pointless tuh cry over someone like you .

sorry gherl .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 6 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

i really got no mood .

i just feel wanna cry all the time .

the reason is IM HATING DAD !

& almost everything around me !

seriously . i dun get it .

ferstly ,

why must dad keep on troubling mum ?

now i realize how hard she work for us ever since i start working .

working very hard . VERY HARD !

i regret everything now .

she tried hiding those things from us .

but i know deep inside she's trying hard to move on .

dad ! i HATE you . you do love us .

but i dun see a need of your love .

where am i going next ?

you're making me worse .

i had enuff . mum is all i want .

NOT YOU ! I HATE YOU !

I HATE YOUUUUUUU !

arghhhs . enough !

);

secondly ,

with this kind of surrounding happening .

i feel wanting to stop skool .

i feel everything is not important .

im seriously thinking of that .

but i know i can't go on with that decision .

so okaeys , i continue study .

thirdly ,

me and brother working hard to get money for our own expenses .

i don't wanna trouble mum animore .

i don't wish for anything more on my birthday .

i just want mum tuh be happy .

mum ,

i just hope you'll be fine .

im sorry . i promise .

i won't trouble you .

with school stuffs .

scold me when im wrong .

correct my mistakes .

i still need you . don't go please .

yeahs . im working hard now .

get that ? i regret everything .

i realize how important everything is .

i realize how hard mum work for us .

well , that day . i went bugis .

i saw KHAI TWINNEYEEEE !

i've been busy working .

monday :

after work , went suntec with dhiyana , abang , sam , fatin .

collect my warranty card .

tuesday :

after work , met oboriannnnns !

wednesday :

after work , went loyang point tuh eat .

then went hougang mall with sam , dhiyana & abang .

we played pool .

then we went pasar malam .

then lepakkkkslepakkkkks .

thursday :

after work , went home .

watch HSM 2 . i likeeeeee ! (:

tomorrow's plan is to go downtown after work .

walk around , play arcade !

meet sam and abang .

then go funan cut hair . im not cutting , but dhiyana is .

then go home .

okaeys ,

i've been wearing slack tuh work .

hhahas . SHORTS ! and t-shirt .

SLACKKK RIGHHHHT ?

okaeys buhbyex !

takecaiires people .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 5 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

i never post fer days .
yeahhhs busy lahhhhs .
i've been working mahhhhs .
bcos , when i get my end of year pay ,

i wanna go , SHOPPINGGGGG !
MY NEW SANDALLLLS !
& PSP SLIMMMM HERE I COME !
YAYYYYYYYYYS !
but tired siaaaa .
okaeys , post more soon okaeys .
(:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥