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Thursday, 6 December 2007

HELLO LOVES (:

i really got no mood .

i just feel wanna cry all the time .

the reason is IM HATING DAD !

& almost everything around me !

seriously . i dun get it .

ferstly ,

why must dad keep on troubling mum ?

now i realize how hard she work for us ever since i start working .

working very hard . VERY HARD !

i regret everything now .

she tried hiding those things from us .

but i know deep inside she's trying hard to move on .

dad ! i HATE you . you do love us .

but i dun see a need of your love .

where am i going next ?

you're making me worse .

i had enuff . mum is all i want .

NOT YOU ! I HATE YOU !

I HATE YOUUUUUUU !

arghhhs . enough !

);

secondly ,

with this kind of surrounding happening .

i feel wanting to stop skool .

i feel everything is not important .

im seriously thinking of that .

but i know i can't go on with that decision .

so okaeys , i continue study .

thirdly ,

me and brother working hard to get money for our own expenses .

i don't wanna trouble mum animore .

i don't wish for anything more on my birthday .

i just want mum tuh be happy .

mum ,

i just hope you'll be fine .

im sorry . i promise .

i won't trouble you .

with school stuffs .

scold me when im wrong .

correct my mistakes .

i still need you . don't go please .

yeahs . im working hard now .

get that ? i regret everything .

i realize how important everything is .

i realize how hard mum work for us .

well , that day . i went bugis .

i saw KHAI TWINNEYEEEE !

i've been busy working .

monday :

after work , went suntec with dhiyana , abang , sam , fatin .

collect my warranty card .

tuesday :

after work , met oboriannnnns !

wednesday :

after work , went loyang point tuh eat .

then went hougang mall with sam , dhiyana & abang .

we played pool .

then we went pasar malam .

then lepakkkkslepakkkkks .

thursday :

after work , went home .

watch HSM 2 . i likeeeeee ! (:

tomorrow's plan is to go downtown after work .

walk around , play arcade !

meet sam and abang .

then go funan cut hair . im not cutting , but dhiyana is .

then go home .

okaeys ,

i've been wearing slack tuh work .

hhahas . SHORTS ! and t-shirt .

SLACKKK RIGHHHHT ?

okaeys buhbyex !

takecaiires people .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥