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Tuesday, 25 March 2008

A WEEK since i post , yeahs , i missed blogging lahs kaeys ? and i also miss friendster-ing . but seems that my friendster is so wannabe dead . blog too . but im making it alive lahs kaeys now ! temporarily only blogging . well yeahs , school is great . and i suddenly fall in love with ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS ! but i just need to buck up more on the pastpast topics . anyone helping ? i know zakiah is one of them ! ;DD yeahs , tis week got to stay back for some revision with my classmates . but dunnoe who . i never fall asleep for lessons lahs kaeys ? only like once only uhs . biology lessons ! the video damn sickening lahs can ?! sucks to the core . i hate it ! its like about pregnancy and showing how the baby comes out from the womb . eeeew . i was like omgomgomgomg for dunnoe how many times lahs kaeys ? and i feel not getting married and PREGNANT of cos ! eeeew , shits lahs kaeys ? past few days , i work lahs . now no more . since im schooling . yeahs , im excited for sports day (: yeahs i miss the one that i love lotsalotsa ! days since we meet .

ONE FCUKIGN BAD NEWS , omg , i fought with the drain , and i fell ); hahahahs . we were pushing each other , me , shirley , shakilah , and i was so not satisfied with mrs teo since we need to run xtra rounds . im too fit get that ? so i was like kicking the drain , and suddenly i fell ! instead of feeling like wanna cry at first , i laughed ! funny lahs cannnn ! but i was complaining painfulpainful . cos there's like bruises and BLOOOOD ! *fainting* feeling . but we continued playing games . i keep on scoring lahs kaeys ? damn cooooool & funnnnn . andand BIMBS , stop bullying me lahs can ? PANTATPANTAT ! PANTAT KAU LAHHHHS ! ;DD add on to it , im having medical check up tomorrow , so im leaving school at 9.30 am . mummy is fetching me . then i'll be heading towards bugis in my UNIFORM ? to get stuffs . and mummy is paying for it ! YAYYYYS !

and to you know who ,
don't give me a reason saying that ever since i mix with them , i changed . and i have neglected you . yeahs true you were my bestf ONCE . but , remember that you could even BACKSTABBED me ! you did and you did . u din even want me to go down your school anymore . its like you used to text me . now NOMORE . you see , i've told you , people do changed . like you do . but still , look , no matter what happen , even after you backstabbed me , i still treat you like a friend . i still do ! don't ever say that its because of them i became like this . pleaseeee . they are a part of me now . they really are . and i don't see a need to get down to your school just to lepak with you . you've got new people to lepak with . ONCE your ENEMY . my ex is now ATTACHED . i don't see a need to see someone who i once loved changed and even hurt me like noone ever did . i really don't wish to be this way . im sorry . and yeahs , last long (:

i need to get my homework done . THREE KARANGANS , MATHS , A-MATHS and revisions . grrrrx . to LIVIA - LOSE LAHS LOSE LAHS ! I DUN CARE ! ;DD

im lazeeeye to reply at tagboard .
tagboard replies :

SHEILARGHHH : LISHAAA BBY, IMY LAHH OII! ANDAND, LAGU SEDAAAAAP!
reply : and yeahs imyt . thankkks (:
SUPERBOY : budak tu da skola alek lah.kene jadi gud gerl tau.haha
reply : of cos . i am already a goodgherl lahs kaeys ? (:
FIQQ : At last!! u got urself a school... and its the same school lol!
reply : yeapsyeaps , sameee old schooool ;DD
SKATEBOARD : ily.
reply : hahahs . okaeys lahs . okaeys lahs ! ilyt ! hahahahha . siow !
MISFIT : halluw lisha [:
reply : hello misfit (:
RARAgeeks;D: i wanna steal ur blogskin ! i wanna steal ur blogskin ! blueks~ hahaa . imy deng ! text me yaaa
reply : woits ! wanna steal ? your's cute enough lahs kaeys ! steal uhs , steal uhs , i smacksmack you i tell you . imyt lahs gilerh ! i've texted youuuuu ! (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 19 March 2008

1. Silly name you were called by yourclose friends?
- SOTONG + GENDENGS
2. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
-COOKIES & CREAMMMMM
3. What movie/s are you waiting for?
-semi pro
4. If you wanted to be in a band, what would you be?
-DRUMMERRR
5. What is the weirdest thing you'veever eaten?
- idk
6. Do you want to live with your gf/bfforever?
-forever never exists
7. Where is the place you want to be right now?
-with you with you with youuuu
8. What song are you listening to?
-a thousand mile
9. If you were given the chance to show your talent on stage, what would it be?
-my fighting skill
10. who's your crush?
-ALEXANDRA EVANNNNNS
11. What movie/s made you cry?
-a lotttttttttt
12. Name famous people you had a crush on?
-ALEXANDRA EVANNNNNS
13. What are your favorite drinks?
- ice lemon teaaaa
14. Which cartoon characters are your favorite?
- ELMOOOO
15. Last day you went shopping?
-WEEEEEKS ago
16. What's your cellphone number?
-9182 OOOOOOOO
17. Coke or Pepsi?
-coke !
18. In a week, how many times do you go online?
-OFTEN
19. single or married?
-im not single im not married . how ?
20. pink or blue?
-PINKKKKKKK (:

HELLOHELLO . I JUST CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL ! i've got a great news . im going back schoolign at PLMGSS tomorrow ! how happy can i be ! its like te feeling , omg . i can cry okaeys . but the thing is , i need to stand with my principal to greet her before i get into class for lessons . how great could that be . imagine you , being known in school by you OWN PRINCIPAL ! whats the feeling like ? i need to rea-alter my pinafore cause its like short and low belt . i'll be out of the school again if i dun get it in the right position . trust me . at least , im trying not to make mummy dissapoint again . i never wanna make her cry again . serious . mummy , even you were angry with me at that time , i beg you just for a moment to seek forgiveness . i never know how sick you was having a sickening child like me . i promise you mummy , i'll studdy hard like i used to , achieving the targets that i always aimed for . not neglecting cca's and family . i know i have the responsibility of taking care of myself and khairul . i really hope i will take care of it . im sorry if everything changes and caused by me . im deeplydeeply sorry . i know i would end up like NANAAbestf if you don't love me . now i understand how much u love and cared bout me . i know my bills are highly above then u expect , but yet , you pay it for me . im being sucha sickening not to give out any single cents . u taught me to be difficult now , and easy later on . i know i have to bear all the tough journeys im going thru now . i know i need to be strong . like i say , i promised i'll study hard and prove you that i can do better . abang , thankkyou for fetching me all the while when i started work . i know at times you're busy with work and schools . sometimes you even fetched me up still even when you're like so tired . im sorry . but still thankks for all who cared bout me yeahs ?
DHIYANAbestf,GEE,FIQQ,ADEQ BALQIS,SUPERBOYY,MUMMY,MAMA SURI,AMELIA & manymany more . i really hope i'd really change . help me kaeys people ? ;DD
i don't know why now , just tears keep on rolling down my cheeks . i just can't stop it . im just glad that in fact many people cared bout me . im veryveryvery gladdddd okaeys ? ;DDD

okaeys then , i've got stuffs to do . i'll update anything else up here . (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 18 March 2008

omg , i realized how much i missed her . its been like days since i last meet her , wannabe months already . it feels so sucky not to meet her . she always makes me laugh . i remember teh times we spend together with bestf . we laughed alot till like we shed tears together too . the moments when we had problems , we shared . we lend shoulders to cry on . i wish it never happened this way . i really miss you alot . seriously , like alot sey . i just hope u text me soon bout my whereabout . got alot to tell you . NANAAbestf , imy );

im busy working lahs can . some things just keep on troubling my mind . school just reopen and im starting school soon . very soon . im taking my N's this year . so , i'll not be working so offten . i've got to do my very best . they gave me inspiration to work hard like bestf and ADORAAAA of cos (: we've told each other that we shall go study together after school . ohhhs , and i so missed FOURDEETWOOO (:

i'll be getting two new adopted siblings . mumy is adopting them . which makes me goes YAYS for the small little kid . but a little errrrms to the one aged like khairul . i hope they won't be so mischevious . i'll feel neglected again . but yeahs , im sucha grown up , so i just have to bear with it lahs . even if im scolded , all i will ever do is just like ignore . act like nothing happens (:

i've been thinking should i cut bangs or not . im just so not shure yet . i've been finding new styles to tie up my hair . i need get ready for work soon . and tomorrow got to get ready to go back PL to sign some stuffs required . im just excited to begin studying . its been damn a longlong holiday for me . i missed a lot of lessons and i don't know how im gonna like catch up . still got alot of stories to catch up with imei . maybe meeting her soon . DHIYANAbest also ! i miss her like truckloads cannnnn ? we meeting up soon since she's having her holidays . and we gonna catch up what we've missed . i dunnoe why lahs . its like with many people im running away . in fact not running away kaeys ? only currently busy !

fcuking ex boyfiee keeps on finding a thousand reasons cannot meet me up . i want my stuffs back lahs siyal ! mother fcuker chibai mak kau siyal betol ! i swear u're making me hate you for more than a million reasons siaaa . seriously okaeys ? i know you might pass by my blog . so read hurry ! its always you making the mess . so clean up uhs siyal ! nabei ccb ! you just totally sucks okaeys ? you just sucks , get that ? SUCKS ! thankkyouu very much for the stoopid shits memories ! thankk youu alot lahs ehs ! (:

YAYS . someone buying me donuts ! NANAAmok giving me water bottle . i hope its GREEEEEN . can someone like bring me out for shopping at bugis or town area ? i seriously need more new clothes in my cupboard ! maybe catching the movie horton or semi pro soon . but then semi pro is like NC16 . so need to see how . some people birthday are just too far .

i wanna get ready to go work . im still freaking tired cos yesterday i slept like 4 am ? helping mummy to do her paperworks . even i argued and throw tantrumed , i give in hard work okaeys . mummy friend said it was well done . ohhhh , best lahs kaeys ?

okaeys enough , anitink text my phone ;DD

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 14 March 2008

ITS FRIDAY !

holidays ending for secondary and happy holidays to ITE students !

i find this week holiday like so fast end sey .

soon , im starting school again . its still like not yet confirmed .

i haven been studying at all . been revising a bit only .

caught step up 2 at cineleisure (:

it was nice lahs the show . but i was like freaking cold .

too gundu wear skirt and never bring cardigan . hehes .

i almost like fell lahs okaeyyyys . siyak tol !

then head off home . my cousin damn annoying but still loved lahs kaeys ?

memekak sak ! taklehs diyammmm . bising jehs mulot !

at last da masok umah , tros aku plak yg kecoh !

kene marah tros diyam . hahas . gilerh sak akuuu .

okkkkkaaaeys , now im listening to songs .

i like lahs sey the song he said she said time we let go .

so niceeeeee . i was thinking of getting a new skin . but noway .

LAZEEEEEEEYE LAHHHHHHS OIIIIII !

im working tomorrow .

and theres kenduri over at aunt hs tumorrow .

i dunnoe lahs . definitely im not going .

andandand the thing im thinking over and over again , about daddy's health .

i really wanna meet him . really want to .

even daddy mistreat me , i love him .

seriously even i hate him .

i really wanna meet him before he goes for an operation .

and be with him till the operation is over .

please mummy ? i wanna see daddy . allow me please ? );

i hope everything will be fine .

i cant bear to shed anymore tears .

takecaiires yaws readers ! ily ! (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 13 March 2008

HELLOHELLO (:

im working today ! yesterday work .

okaeeeys lahs . amir such a fcuk lahs can ?

sabo shift ajehhs ! mat btol !

ASH & FAIZ , please ehs , stop it sakkk !

aku bingit skali smalammmm !

bingit rabakkkkk nyer (:

customer in then everything like stop .

a family wait for 30 min just for a meal !

serious uhs . bingit uhs aku .

thenthen , this fcuking sir , still can sit in the room .

chitchatchitchat on the phone . bingit siol .

at last i shout , " uhs , you take order uhs . so slow sial"

then i walk off . good ehs ? ahaahahas .

FADILAH jugakk best (:

andand thankkyouu , skateboard , for the thing ehs (:

I LOVE IT ! STAR SEYYY -

haahahs . sweet lahs sweet lahs !

kaeys da stop . im getting ready soon .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 12 March 2008

HELLOHELLO -

its been like week lahs can i've last updated !

i've been working like mad lahs now . i want moneymoney so can go shopping !

YAYS , watching step up 2 sooooon .

how great can that be lahs okaeys ! (:

few days back , i saw ALLY INSYIRAH at tanjong katong complex .

she was like dancing down the steps ! hahahs .

the pic reminds me of her asking people for balloons !

ehhs ally ! dun deny lahs ehhhs .

ohhh , HAPPY MONTHSARY TO GEE & GIRLF (:
im bored lahs can ! someone can buy me manymany donuts ?

im hungry . and its raining heavily here ! wth lahs cannnn !

TO WHOEVER LAHS , even you dun read my blog .

please lahs . dun bother me at work . its irritating !

callingcalling at office . might as well i work as an operator rite !

BODOHHH SIYALLLL ! i need no shits from you people -

i change my blog song and yeahs . its nice .

i need didi cazli song ! grrrrx . freaking nice sey .

walao ! its been like a week ago i update , and now , i update , like so short .

seriously , i dunnoe what to update . sorry !

okaeys , i need to get ready to go work .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EEEFA !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 1 March 2008

currently listening to : usah lepaskan by taufik batisah

HELLOOOO-OOOOH !

its FRIDAYYYY ! FRIDAYYYY ! FRIDAYYYY !

the day i loveee so much when i was schooling .

now , things changed lahs can !

i find myself weird , very weird -

im like sudden moodswing . at first , i planned to go eunos meet sam .

to get my freaking stuff from him .

and go town after that to slack around .

andandandand NOW , i changed . im cancelling everything cos why ?

i feel like im troubling people , serious shit lahs !

i find all this happening since NANAA left me .

and its like friendship drifting away .

im feeling soooooooo sucks lahs can ?!

i dunnoe wads the cause of it . maybe myself maybe not .

TO YOU ; dont view my profile lahs can ?

cos its private . i hate the sight of you bitch !

your girlf is my x . so what ?!

go tell your girlf you viewed my private profile and say im prettaye !

go hurry . you're just jealous lahs okaeys cos you're just a sec one bitch !

go hell lahs kaeyyys . goooo away from my profile !

thankkyouu very much ! (:

well yesterday night was a bombzxzx blast !

kakak , ahbe , skateboard and me hangout at starbucks bugis -

miss the kecohness lahs cos its like almost a week never meet .

andand thankkyouu for the starbucks treat , OREO CHEESECAKE !

andand the chocolate drink , i dunnoe what is it called .

hahahs . isoloveyoupeople ! (:

im still planning if i should go anot now , im so confused lahs can ?!

i feel so sucks still ! -

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥