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Sunday, 31 August 2008

i shall not hesitate for a second post ;D

oh my babybabybabybabybabybabyyyyyyyy ~

N's are in just less than two days time .

im falling sick like again , see i told ya !

im freakingfcuking veryveryvery stress now .

how now ? how now ? how now ? (sobsob)

i want to get well soon !

i want my social studies notes to get stuck in my brain .

can or not ? say yes or no ! hurrrrrrryyyyyy ~

okaey just shut up .

im missing alot of people now .

Family , BestF , Friends !

i wish time were like last time .

mum have got better plans for me if i did not manage to get to sec five which is private .

at least she cares how i feel and what i want at least .

well , okaey then , good for me .

hopefully i could make it so that she does not need to pay for my fees .

anyway to all , HAPPY FASTING . may you go thru each day with patience .

and N's 2008 taker , all the best !

okaeeeeeeey , im plugging in to my mp3 (my mp3 has recovered , yay !)

and studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Best , N's are in two days time .
im off to Bedok Library later to study Ss .
before that going tamp to pass Alep's tee-shirt .
i really can't absorb anyting sak . only a little bit can !
isn't it a little veryveryvery late ?
it's so hurting to see my friends studying like normal and getting everything inside their brain .
i shouldn't let daddy disappoint me again this time .
okaeeeeeeeeeeeey enough , i can't use long enough .

Away to studyyyyyy ~
(:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 29 August 2008

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !
kaey , this year celebration is one of the best .
took some photos . i really had fun .
okaeyyyy , i'll be busy for now .
my N's papers are starting this Tues .
wish me luck yeah ? (:

/3 Days to N's
motivate me hurry !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

i couldn't upload pictures .
internet is lacking like wtf .
kaaaaaaaaaey best , the day has come .
N's papers next tuesday begins . omg , wtf ! wtf!
i got back report book and my past three terms result slip while on suspension .
all are just like Ungraded & VR .
borderline sakkkkkk . a little bit more will do .
but surprisingly , there's improvement in all subject ;DD

mummy refused to sign my result slips at first .
but then she's signing it later .
tomorrow teacher's day and im visiting Ms Koh .
and i have tuition at Marine Parade at night .
anyone fetching me home ? ;DDDDDDDDDDD

kaey that's all , it's like 0128AM !
shall upload recent pictures soon (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

There i go again , browsing through the past pictures .
and i realized i miss her like freaking hell !
we fought and cry and laugh together .
create troubles and face the consequences together .
i remembered how crazy you were when wanna crack a freaking stupid joke .
nanaa , please call/text me asap when you come out kaey(begging) ?

i want to have a goal setting for life temporary .
1) i shall stop creating trouble for now , after N's then can restart ;D
2)i shall stop being emotionally weak
3)stop wasting time
4)plan for everything
5)study for N's now !

okkkkaeeeeeeeeeeey , i'll be the happy cheerful lishaaaaa (:
and stop creating troubles for me , i'll be back soon !

Lisha is currently on a mode of studying for upcoming N's papers .
i'll be very busy okaey ?
anything leave me a text message .
even im online . i'll not be at desk .
i love my classmates (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 25 August 2008

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaey .
i change some settings .
N's in a weeks time . less than seven days .
i've started revising my social studies . like at last !
i felt like i did a little better than mid-year even it is an ungraded ;D
nevermind , put extra hardwork and effort , and i'll make it !
im seriously veryvery stress out over N's .
very afraid that i cannot make it for sec five .
i really don't have any plans yet if i don't go to sec five .
unprepared like always -.-

this week is health week !
i must keep myself healthy for exams .
though i know i frequently fall sick before exam due to stress .
every year i'll either take mc / admitted to the hospital during exam .
see how stress i can be .
i shall keep myself strong for now ! its a must ! ;DD

i realized i did super bad for my additional mathematics .
i know i can't do it for N's . unprepared again .
if i drop ot next year , it'll be veryvery risky .
i almost cried over it but i kept on fidgitting so that i won't cry .
so i decided to take mrs soh's advice on just study three topics at least .
let's do it Livia & Theresa .
(:

daddy is getting for me vaio green colour , yays ~ ;DDDDD
so happy ! very happyyyyyyyyyyyy !
im going ps to get some stuffs tomorrow !
i need to get stuffs for teacher's day !
and some stuffs for my classmates as a motivation .
wheeeeeee ~ okaey im done , goodnights !

anyway , get well soon mummy and Rez (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 24 August 2008

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaey , im really over everything .
what's wrong with you people i also don't know .
i won't be bothered lah kaey ?
let me make my own decision .
whereas mama is unhappy with that kid .
in fact she shouldn't have gave me that one time slap even i kept on pestering her .
SHE SHOULDN'T , get that ?
she have no freaking right over this .
and i can close the matters , but what about the rest ?
its up to them . cause she caught them into trouble , not me .
she cleans up her own mess , not you .

TO THE BITCH ;
so you think you know me ?
so you really thinks that im like that ?
well , know me first before telling others what im like .
like i say , mend your own ways before mending mine kaey bitch .
get a life .

TO YOU ;
you think that your friends are much more important than your own cousin .
come on lah , get a life .
you told us you wanted to follow us but yet you get on with them .
what the fcuk . worst , you did not even talk to me .
i don't know which freaking ghost just went on into your body lah kaey ?
you too , stop cleaning for other people's mess .

okaaaey ,
yesterday was kinda like what kaey ?
went to ndp high-tea appreaciation late .
went in and the dance just began .
at least i got to watch them dance ! was freaking cool .
then , went to catch fireworkkkks at marina .
but eventually , plan got screwed up by somekind of ghost .
so went into seperate groups .
one goes to peni , one at grasspatch(includes me) the rest idk .
& i don't care.
saw Rez and A'an with their friends .
actually not only them , schoolmates and outside friends also uhs .
pity syazwan cause he lost his $20+ and ez-link .
so i got to lend him money for his back home adult fare .

then headed to peni .
then went home .
ohhhh , lucky i got to take the last bust 72 home .
or else i need to walk from inter :DDD

today i don't know if i am going out .
cause im lazy/tired .
what i know is either only library study or at home study .
i need to send abang Farid money first .
okaeeeeeeeeeeys , im off .

"so be it , get a life . never clean up for people mess ."

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 22 August 2008

hello-hello-bapak-kau-belooooo(:

DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN ITTTTTTTTTT ~
Prelims result are out !
i did super-terribly-fcuking-gilerh-babi badly .
this means at the rate im going , i wont be able to go sec five .
and worst , i think ITE might not even want me .
wah fcuk . it keeps on wondering why do the effort i put in is still not enough .
why is it always not enough . and why is it always hard for me ?
i think i need to put in muchmuchmuch more effort .
not only think , but must !
N's countdown : 10 days for local papers .
that means , more-extra-revisions-mock papers !
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~ okaey , NEVER NEVER NEVER GIVE UP :D

school is really sucha what leh .
terrible sak .
my classmates are going idk ?
mad i think . too stress thats why over reacting .
and guess what , really uhs , not fake .
school really have FROGS !
eeeeeeew , disgusted sak .
im bored of school , how ?
this few days are like only free periods , otherwise , el/mly/ss lessons only.
see ! boring kannnn ?

okaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey , i have tuition tomorrow .
idk if im going .
cause need to go ndp high tea . yays , get to see block a dancers !
then fireworks .

okaeys , im done with the thoughts .

GET WELL SOON SUZS(:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 20 August 2008

KAAAAAAAAAAEY , DIER EMOLOVE AKU KAEY ?

i miss her like fcuking shits .

dont forget our date tonight okaey ?

heehees (:

two days of absence .

how was it .

its definitely madness kaey ?

come on Lisha ,

N's malay , eng and social studies are less than two weeks time .

need to buck up .

no more absence for this two weeks !

better wake up or else , many people will chase after you .

one example , Shah(:

studyyyyyyyystudyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

i've yet to complete my tuition homeworks !

arghhhhhs .

okaeyokaey , im done .

im gonna study my ss !

andand rot till my date tonight with dorkeeeeeee (:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 19 August 2008

i miss many things like wtf .
i want pizza hut again , please abang ;DD
i want ndp like again , can rewind back ?
i want many things siaaaa ~
i want new everlast shoes ! grrrrrr~
kaeykaey , will get it soon . need to be patience .

N's papers are like in two weeks time .
like fcuking fast sial !
didnt got back ss today , got malay back .
im not really satisfied with my malay result .
cause i really slack .
everything is dropping .
but hopefully i did better for other subjects .
especially Comb. Humanities ! ;DDDDD

i heard manymnay stories again .
which is like wtf lahs can .
its seriously pissing me off again .
like reallyreallyreally im heartbroken like hell .
well , i realized my classmates are there for me .
Family and them are there for me .
i shouldnt say too much .

okaeyokaey , better get going .
i'll know one day i'll find out ~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 14 August 2008

OMG , this sucks .

totalytotallytotally ~

im over everything kaey ?

to you , you just watch out .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 8 August 2008

Another boring event , School's National Day ~

all i had fun was community singing and camwhoringgg ~

i really got to say this , every performance is boring .

all were not having my attention except for my dearest adeq balqis !

it kinda sucks to see immatured kids ~

so after school , as usual , slack uhs !

prefects are really getting on my nerve siaaa ~

say 'shhh' to us but they're prefects can talk like so loud , lame sak !

fcukkk-care siaaaa !~

back home , im back to being sad .

idk whats wrong lah kaey !

i should be like happy for tomorrow .

well , tomorrow last day NDP .

that means after that , no more late nights .

and i must buck up ! must ! must !

gonna miss Block A exclude them .

well , im bringing some goodies .

and board for people to sign and leave contact numberrrs ~

;DDDDDDDDD

kaey , im sad now , bye ~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 7 August 2008

Mental Breakdown -

Prelims really killing me siaaaaa ~

really make me damn stressed up . how ?

really got to buck up !

arghhhhhhhhhhs , im trying to ignore those immatured kids .

today was like really mad .

most people scream/shout for no reason .

early morning i scream !

prefects keep on asking move up , irritating !

so i shout "SHUDUUUPPP LAHHHH !"

(most people looks at me)

in class , people scream for no reason ?

RANDOMS LAHS ~

tomorrow , ndp in school .

need to be early . just to get them ready .

pathetics ~

then study , night off to maybe bugis ?

or marina square .

saturday NDP ! wooohoooos ~

okaey , im stuck within you ~

you and only you .

i really like miss you );

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 6 August 2008

Two-Faced ?

who would want to be a friend of two-faced kids ?

i wouldn't want . have sympathy to them people ~

who would want to be a friend of those who cry for the sake of attention ?

i wouldn't want . don't sympathized them cause you'll fall into traps ~

will you be happy if someone just pop up bout u when it has got nothing to do with it ?

will you be happy if someone calls u coward when u isn't and that someone was the one ?

will you be happy if someone accused you of bullying them when you didn't ?

will you be happy if someone goes tell her mummy/daddy fake stories ?

will you be happy if someone just tries to get you in the always wrong ?

will you be happy if someone just loves seeking around for attention ?

arghs , they're immatured kids i have to say .

wow , some people reads my blog and loves to pass the 'rumours' around .

thankkks ehs , im happy and superbly okaey with it for shure ~

well , i'll tell the whole cliques about it . let's see what they've got to say .

to them , they really are immatured . seeking around for attention .

like hello , its my blog and i have my rights what i want to post here .

what matters is it doesn't matter to you at all cause it has got none of YOUR name .

well , for the two-faced kids ,

i've got nothing to say .

can see that you people don't appreciate what we done .

thankks ehs . its up to me to tell every single detail bout you all or not .

so 'sad' to see kids like you who behaved two-faced .

but most probably i will tell , sorry ~ (:

no matter what , our Family spirit and life's still breathing lah kaey ?

get a life , don't come back for attention again ~

whatever it is , aku sayang Atiq , NanaBoncit , Wani , Balqis , Farz , Farid (:

i dont wish to be in a stuck up life over you kids .

YESSSARRRR , Saturday will be the blast day ever ~

NDP 2008 (:

then going to cheooooong with Block A loves .

and btw , sorry Ain , we are not going for your party .

don't use my name over coming home late/going out again ~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 1 August 2008

KKAEYYYY ~

i realized i miss this little girl like alot , my cousin , nurul haziqah (:

she's taking her PSLE while im taking my N's .

pass to A'an letter already . texttext ajeh ~

Prelims coming real fast sakkk !

went home and change and stuff .

then went off to Nana house . we crap alot there .

while they craping with mama , i was like sleepinggg !

macam shiokkk gtuh ! gerek nak mampos ~

when going home , Era texted me saying ily .

lagi satu gilerh ~

okaeyyyy , Preview tomorrow .

im sleeping a little bit later .

i need charge camera , ipod & phones ~

i wanna study abit of my Ss .

now conversation wit A'an ~

si menyebokkk tuh !

&ANYWAY ~

HOME UNITED WON ~ YESSSAARRRRR ~

i'll be more happy if its man u , grrr ~

bye ~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥