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Thursday, 18 September 2008

" Happiness grows at our own firesides and is not to be picked at strangers' gardens. "

everywhere i go seems to be useless .

words of wisdom are all i could ever hear from them .

i couldnt find it helpful to me either .

let me find my own pathway without you , please .

its been three days im away in school -.-

i had always try to be strong , but i cant .

all i do is study , stay super extreme focus and ___.

lastly , it ended me with migraine .

i wish things would really change .

bestbest ! mummy's coming home tonight ;D

since most of my classmates/schoolmates/friends blog are on hiatus ,

i shall go on hiatus too to study ! ;DD

N's in 11 days .

keep tagging eh loves !

;DDDDD

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 15 September 2008

"baby , i want a time machine"

Booooooooooo !

steph will reply "YOU ! crank that soulja boy"

thats what she did just when i chat with her .

time's flying by super freaking fast can ?

oh dear , im left with only fourteen days to buck up all !

especially A-maths , the most terrible one .

almost lost a finger cause i accidentally slam the door and it hits my finger .

i cried like a whole bucket wanna be flood when the blood flows .

but i am lucky my finger is still here (;

okaey , i've been craving for Ben & Jerry's ice-cream .

i went to look for the new three mini tubs in a box but dont have .

so i bought cookies and cream of some other brands .

i shall buy this saturday and share it with Suzy (;

(r)REZ is back ~

i know the reason he went missing .

he was playing hide-and-seek like happy tree friends with his teacher ,

for not coming school four days in a week !

;DDDDDD

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 11 September 2008

hello-hello-bapak-kau-belo !
oh dear , i miss them . i mean we dont really spend time with each other already .
we use to be super damn it close , Recess and Airport together of cause .
we shall go there next Monday ;DD

today was another kinda okaey ,
did a-maths early morning !
i realized im not stupid cause i can earn marks if i tried lorhhhsx -.-"
then self-studied , planned for some days after N's gatherings .
upcoming days plans .
im really studying now .
well , tomorrow i guess most will not come .
cause it will definitely be another FREE DAYYY !
sec 4e/5na no school . marking days .
therefore im jealous here and sad cause im going school alone tomorrow .
sister is at home sleeping for shure ); jealous sakkkk ~
tomorrow's plan is to study at a corner of the school .
(in front of d&t's room)
definitely not going back class . and gonna listen to mp3 & STUDYYYY !
with JL , Tau , Adora , Jaaziel , Julie , Shak , Livia and idk who else .
if our names were to be announced , we'll be popular for once again ;D

im going for overnight study at macs this Fri and Sat midnight . Best ;DD
want to follow ? ((:
monday is my day off .
mummy lets me absent myself from school .
reason to study lahh !
im going Airport with girlfriends as planned !

countdown , im left with <18days>
minus my fun time = lesser time to study !
DIEEEEEEEEEEE ~~~~
i scared ITE also dont want me ! );
);

okaey , bye !
studyyyyyy ~

Anyway , Rez is missing .
i dont know where has he gone to .
he says he missed me .
sweet kan ? sweet kan ? ;D
kaey shut up .

im still not over it , im not okaey .
im still upset , please , i need your promises back );

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

i want to throw vulgarities out now to you-know-who !

i realized i should still go on update .

cause i-know-who wants to know how im doing right now .

though you dont tag . cause i know u'll be reading .

Let me tell you know .

kaeeeey best , its been days since i sleep .

almost five days ? =/

i seriously cant get over it reason being im very angry plus frustrated .

whats worst , im having badmoods and no moods in school .

i've been trying hard to concentrate .

im not trying to be self-centred lahs kaeeeey !

im moving on still but i shall be given time .

well , all i gotta say was thanks to those who tried to cheer me up .

im always never okaey like w h a [t] h e f u c k ~

im not even strong enough to get over all this .

admit i cried for times , even at school .

but still , thanks to Rez , Khai , Sheila , NanaBoncitszx , Bestfs !

i know you people are there for me like especially Sheila .

thankkks eh for that day sweet texts );

idk how now .

i really want to throw vulgarities out now );

kaeeey , stop it Lishaaa .

dont be stupid to cry again .

like what i-know-who says .

see , i told ya ! im nomore that cheerful kid .

fine uhs ! fine uhs ! fcuk lahhhhhh ~

I HATE SCHOOL FOR HAVING SO MANY FREE PERIODS !

WHERE ARE LESSONS FOR N'S ???????

);

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADEQ BALQIS , IKALIAO & AJI !

she's my sweetest little sister ;D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 6 September 2008

satisfied enough ? should be more than enough .

i really had enough over you and your fake promises .

im movng on soon . get over it .

get what's on your mind right .

im just being stupid to cry over you .

being stupid trusting you .

just whatever okaeyy ? i had enough .

i don't wish to meet you somehow , anywhere at all !

you can have that thing , the thing you've been wanting to return to me .

i don't mind losing that thing just because of you .

im throwing away all the things i could see related to you .

goodbye to you and your empty promises .

);

belo-belo-bapak-kau-belo ,

im not going to update till idk when okaey ?

im leaving my blog/msn for time being .

im trying to get over something .

meanwhile , enjoy the pictures uploaded .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Booooo , Shareena , grab this ! hurry .

i edited it cause the original one couldnt really see .

yays yoooooh , yest meet up with friends .

gerek lah can ? they cheered me up though they disturb me .

best part was , we were late for buker .

inside bus at eunos was already azan .

bus 51 was freaking late slow uhs !

reached went banquet then off to walk around .

caught up alot with them . was talking bout rokhaini .

damn he lah , eat w/o us ten we call dont know how to ans.

end up we walk w/o him uhs .

all i could say was we were in big group , saw ayu and the rest .

headed off to 51 bus stop .

baby ask me go banquet .

leave them , saw nanaaBoncit and the rest .

so they followed me to banquet instead .

left home cause it was like late .

didnt manage to get stuff cause i was just window-shopping .

im sooooooooooo stupid , crying over you for nights .

hoping that things would be over soon .

wishing that nothing will happen .

the trust , the lies , all thanks to you .

useless to believe it again .

uploading pictures soon , uploading lahh .

wait [;

ANYWAY , HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY ADEQ FARZ ,

STUDY HARD AND SMART . BETTER MEET ME SOON ! ;D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 5 September 2008

i just love this picture idk why .

kaey N's local papers are gone .

idk if i could pass my dream (comb. humans for ss)

i almost screwed all the papers .

i want to change my mindset now , again .

1) i want to be a badgirl once again

2) i want to skip my N's

3) i want to drop out from school like soon

4) i want to start working

5) earn money for MYSELF

omg , crazy uhs . not true okaey ?

its fake . somekind of ghost just came in to type while i was on BRB mode .

okaeeey , im going to study for my Science and Maths !

like seriouslyyyyyy i am .

today let me enjoy over the weekends .

when the term begin , i shall study like ********** again .

okaey , im left with 24 days .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥