You know I believe, that we are meant to be

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

things are finally over . cause i believe it didnt happen purposely .
had a day out with B , Dorkee , Yas to NVSS to get school books . saw Syawal so asked him to tagged along with us . accompanied him to get his haircuts . then off me and B to catch Twilight(like at last,wth) headed for lunch . after that we sat in front of TheCathay and had a veryyyyy long talk about some family matters and also about schools . we shared like alot . so called ups and downs for the past years .

so fast 2oo8 fly pass . its gonna be 2oo9 in less than 25 hours . i hope it could be a new special year for me . i really want to stop giving troubles to the people around me . im turning 7-teen in 22 DAYS TIME ! wheee ~ make my sweet 7-teen a memorable one for me cannn ? i ask for no gifts but just one , for god to grant every single things i need not want , Amin .

im meeting B tomorrow again ! Happy Advanced New Year ! since i dont think i get to post tomorrow ! (((((((((((:

goodnights.

B , im sorry for whatever happens too . i know you'll be there for me to be my pillar of strength . i love you !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 29 December 2008

Third.

i just couldnt stop crying.
i hope things are fine for us now.
seems like everything gonna change.
you wont know how i feel right now.
cause you dont.
its like fire and fire, never ending.
how long more?
up to you.
since Im causing everything,
suggest your own way out.

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

say goodbye to my Flyers tix since the Flyer is under maintenance .

another wat the hell , cheebyecheesycheesefries siaa !

do u even care what i feel?

do you even love me?

its like almost every single day shure theres at least a misunderstanding.

i just dont know what else i could do.

i thought this would never happen.

but things love to pop up suddenly remember?

idk what now cause it seems like u started it.

i told you i was fine and suggest something that was better,i think.

arghhh, forget it. i know im always at fault.

blame me for everything kaey, i deserve this!

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

(muker mentel siaaaaa)

i shall post whatever i wanted to in yesterday post .
yesterday with Yas tag B & Fiee along to see their match at Taka with their team Generasi/Geylang West . overall it was just a match . wth thing is i had to sit/stand under the blazing sun . it was like afternoon that time . they actually embarrased me by taking out my Barney inside bag and showing to like strangers ! wth siaa(again.) i saw kak zella , micky(rambot da botak) and amy . they participated in the dance competition . after that , headed to Cineleisure with B and Yas to watch movie . so we caught Bedtime Stories . the movie was nice .

after movie , headed for dinner at PR . then back home . didnt hang out cause i think theres no more place to hang out . back home , and nothing entertain me . B was busy fixing the new bed . so ended up i sleep since theres noone i could chat while online-ing .

today i stayed at home hoping for calls/texts to hang out . but none , so i went to get my hair done . its like short now . then went to hougang mall to get me and brother school books/stationaries . ended up mine was like no stock at all . like wtf siaa(again&again.) met up with Fizah , Dhiyana and Banu . slacked then went home . im getting my school book tomorrow with Yas and B . and meeting Fizah to catch Twilight . i've been wanting to watch but like theres noone who wanna go .

schools starting in like four days time . equals nomore late nights . nomore hanging out as much like i do during the holidays . nomore having extreme fun . in other hand , its equals to , more homeworks . more study . more tuitions . more vitamins which i hate like alot . more morning runs at school ! sucks to the core siaaa . i dont want school . but i have to go .

stop complaining lah asshole .

i realized i shall be like appreaciative for what things i've got . and also know that sometimes , its very difficult to get the things that i've been wanting even after many hardworks/efforts put in . but i should be greatful for example , my good results . i didnt really work real hard and didnt expect with a promoted to sec Five . lastly i should thank to them . those who really push me to study really hard and stay focus in school despite the troubles i love to give .

i remembered that mummy was always the one getting calls during work from school being told that i've been giving troubles . and she even took day off just to come down school and meet my discipline mistress even over a smallest issue(bullying) . but still , she's the best mum and the only one i need in my whole life ! next was my Brother . he never fails to travel all the way to school just to fetch me when im sick . i feel like they both are the ones who supported me all the way and being by my side like everytime . even i love to give them troubles . the second one that i need too :D (see how lovely your little sister is) though lifes kinda not easy wothout daddy around . thats what he chose to be/do . and we cant even say anything . i hope that one fine day , daddy would return back to us , cause i miss you ayah );

i've got my new year resolutions . i prayed to god that i would not be as stubborn like i am this year . i wish that things wouldnt be so tough for me cause i know they're actually part of my ups and downs of life . theres many things i want but i shall not list it here since some is privacy . but another thing is , i want my NineBestFriends to stick together foreverrrrr (:

i miss B since we didnt meet today . im waiting for him to online now , hurry ! ~

Labels: i wish for your return.

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 28 December 2008

Third.

asshole lah .
im very pissed off cause i typed out like so long , and it just restart !
cheeeeeeeeeeeeee-bye cheseefries siaaaaa ~
fcuk uhs , fcuk uhs . blogger sucks to the core for not saving as draft !
)))))))));

B , faster online lah ! )))))))));

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

PICTURES.

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

(how one pathetic picture can look)

at last i could go online at home !

i've been suffering without going online at nights with BestFriends ! i couldnt chat wit anyone , like wtf . okaey , be grateful i can use now , stop complaining Lisha .

its 0645am now . im getting ready real soon cause B's dad is fetching me off to go out . its soooooo early , im having running nose and its superfcuk irritating . school's starting in five days time . fcuk , and i haven get my school books yet .

okaey bye , i need to bath and get ready like nowwwww !

before B's father reach , goooodbye ~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 27 December 2008

My internet at home brokedown .

currently no updates , im busy having fun out here with NineBestFriends :D

im lazy to update ! goodbye .

Boyfriend , Muhd Khairi<3

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 22 December 2008

(o6.December.o8)

im trying real hard to enjoy working since its gonna be an ending soon . i need to settle the countdown stuffs and after countdown , say goodbye to work . cause i need to get school stuffs . arghhh fcuk , i've yet to buy school books . sooon uhs , soooon uhs . malas siaa . i've too many things in head right now . i dont know what is it .

i met B yest . Banu , Fizah & MamiShairah came my hs for dinner . B went home cause he insisted . i get to meet him like only 2 hours ? wahhh siaaaan . not meeting him today . but B pwomised me he will fetch me on Tues . and we shall hit the Singapore Flyer & Marina Barrage Wednesday since its my off day .

Thurs isnt my off day and im trying real hard to get someone to replace me cause i sooooo wanna meet Faizah&Nuri & Yana for a date ! cause its like ages we had long talk ~

its like less than 2 weeks time im gonna start school . no more fooling around since i really dream of wanna go to sec five ! and now that im in sec five , i shall better buck up and study lorrrr ! wahhh ass siaaa . but nevermind , (5)FIVE.A.TWO(2) ! SHALL ROCK THE SCHOOL ! (((:

2008 coming to an end too . soooon , hello 2009 ! and my birthday ! woooootsyy . i cant wait for school to reopen ! cause i get to see 4d2 '08 !

okaey goodnights . i wanna msn with B .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 20 December 2008

(hello SevenBestFriends)

im still smiling , no more frowning . wait till school start , ohoooorrrrrr ~

B at ecp with family . he ask me to taunt , crazy siaaaa ! im working tomorrow , hello ! never get to meet him . might be meeting tomorrow cause we're going Changi to kakak pit . and off to my house for dinnerrrrr (:

woooooootsyyyywooootsyyyy meeeny minyyyyyy ~

kaey , im bored . and thanks to the guys/girls who congrats me . appreciated ! & thanks for the lots and lots and many and many of the smallest/littlest/medium/big/biggest gifts . i love you peoples forever and everrrrrr . haha .

okaeeeeey , goodnights . i wanna msn awhile and i wanna have a beauty sleep tonight since i didnt get enough sleep due to being so anxious bout results for the past weeks -.-

bye B ! i know you're out there having fun , im left to be sober one day u know ? HAHA .
i miss you .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

(Muhd Khairi Bin Khamari)

enjoyed after results ! and B keeps on saying this "dapat naik sec five beh happy uhs ! sebelom result muker asik monyong jeh" heeeehes . saper tak happy ! :D

but , i must not enjoy too much cause i got another year . this will determine where i go . i shall work extreme hard . grrrr , i've yet to order my school books . i need to order it like soon ? and get my school stuffs/stationaries .

yesterday i work and it feels so tired ! & my workplace have this snake charming show and it disgust me like alot ! B even took picture and hold it ! eeeeeeeew ! after work celebrated Fiqq's birthday . and the best thing is , Fiqq kena saboooooo ~ then slacked and off back home (:

okaey goodnights , i need to sleep ! im working tomorrow ):

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 19 December 2008

HAPPY 6-TEEN BIRTHDAY MUHD HAFIQ BIN HAMZAH !
STUDY HARD AND SMART ! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE !

& PLEASE , DONT BE A GAYBOY AND GO AROUND MENGGATAL WITH MY BOYFRIEND ;D

for once only , today , NINETEEN DECEMBER , for one day only i allow you to be with my BoyFriend since its YOUR birthday .
AFTER 1159PM OF NINETEEN DECEMBER ,
no more SAYANGSSAYANGS , BABYBABY , KISSKISS my BoyFriend okaey ! :D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

(he's always the thunder)

i cried for nights cause i was afraid of taking results .
i was afraid i couldnt make it and even came to mind not taking my results .
but everythings over , those tears i made for nights .
even crying on my way to school while waiting for bus .
its actually just a waste . cause i made it to sec five . at that point of time , tears just couldnt stop rolling down my cheeks ! grrrr , paisey siaaa ! im veryvery happy cause my school was above nationals and we actually had 100% pass ! and thats equals to , i get to be in the same class as Bestf/Brothers/Bitches ! unexpected results . i thought i would get like eleven or ten but it turns out that i got Seven . shocked thing is i passed my Science and Combined Humans ! woohooooo ~

as promised , i gave B a hug after collecting my result slip . and relatives started texting me bout results . indeed they were impressed with me . i didnt expect them to care bout me like alot and alot ! thanks !

im just very happy ! cause i didnt expect i would make it ! B have to start tutoring me and my little sibling . and i must start with tuition like early , cause i dont want to cry anymore . since i made it to sec five , i must get a haircut soon since mummy dont want me with fancy hairstyle to school . sigggghhhhs , no more long hair );

im gonnaaaaaaa get a new lappy soon ! like YAY ! and i shall try to get abang to buy me a dslr ! huahuahua ~ i need to stop working soon , means no more blast shopping like this month . );

okaey goodnightttttttts ,
congrats all 'N' level 2008 taker who manage to get promoted / passed !

especially Five of my Seven BestFriends who did extreme well !
the other two , still got a month to 'O's result :D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 18 December 2008

hell , its already Eighteen December .
how am i gonna face the day im not waiting for .
those motivations given , it really didnt help me at all .
all i wish was for God to grant my only wish for now .
i want to stay with my awesome classmates .
mummy/daddy/relatives/boyfriend/SevenBestFriends/friends ,
pray hard for me that i could get to sec five .
);

i met B a moment ago together with Yasmin . meet Fiqq and Band . then headed to Beach Road without Fiqq and Band . but the shops are already closed , so we just had dinner . then off back home . there i go again texting B telling him that its really freaking me out . we'll see how it goes . results will be released in like 13 hours time . prepare for the worst Lisha );

B , if i fail lets go out with my frown face that u always see .
B , if i pass lets go out like as if im the happiest kid .
Lisha , Lisha , come on , its part of life .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 17 December 2008

i just cant stop crying when it comes to night .
im really tense over it .
its always early part of the day im happy but the next moment i'll be crying .
i dont know what im suppose to do .
i just dont want to see my results , cause its gonna freaks me like alot !
its in a day time . ONE day . i am very shure that i really will disappoint mummy if i were to fail .
);

i guess theres nothing i shall post about .
);

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 15 December 2008

my head is spinning .
my stomach keeps giving me trouble .
my body keeps on aching .
my voice is almost gone .
i hate it when im sick .

kaey , i almost fainted at work today . but thanks to my friends who were there . they actually ask me to work at office cause they dont want me to faint at resort . i went office and it really keeps me busy . almost everyone working is sick . and some took mc . wooohooos , i learnt card printing ! Raudhah left me halfway cause she was very sick . so she went home . i didnt want to go home cause i still can bear with the troubles my body is giving .

im having meeting tomorrow at work between 11am-12noon . pray hard that i will feel better than today . Yas gonna fetch me and we're meeting the rest for plans . :D

while i was on my way back home just now , i just feel like msg-ing Baby something . which i shall not type it out here . soooo there i go texting him saying this and that . and it just make me smiled at some of the text that he replied me .

i know he's trying his best to be with me all the times . i know he wants to take care of me when im sick . at times right B , u must know that certain things are much more important than me . i understand you . i thank him for not failing to stand with my stubborn attitude . we're not gonna meet for like 2 days . includes tomorrow cause he needs to work . i really miss him like alot .

i want to thank to those who gave me words of wisdom saying that i would make it and stuffs . those 'O' level kids at work , work staffs , B and SevenBestFriends . i feel a little better after all those encouragements you guys give me . thank you !

okaey , goodbye .
i need a rest .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

P I C T U R E S !

i skate(: (macam paham)

Bedah skate(((((:

SevenBestFriends.

Purple for GAYBOYS.

DAYTONAAAA.

Permintaan Hati :D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

was it just a fairytale ? was it just a dream ?
it just keeps on rewinding in my mind .

sometimes , i think im really the stubborn one .
if not stubborn , i think im the one thats stuck up/ironic .
i know its rather not too late / very late to regret .
whatever happens it might/might not be my fault .
cause i know that everyting i do is the best for me .
you cant control me neither can you stop me .
like really , i have lots of thing playing in my mind .
i just dont know what is it thats really bothering me .
i admit im weak enough . i admit i cry over stupid stuffs .
like i say , i really dont know whats bothering me .
);

went for a wedding ceremony yest . at last i get to meet dearests . Nana,Era,Nini((((:
its been weeks since i met them . then headed to East Coast . the atmosphere fcuking cold ! due to the rain . B's dad fetch us by lorry . and it pass by Singapore Flyer and Marina Barrage . makes me feel so tempted to go there like now ! but who would go there when its like 1240am ? nevermind , i will be hitting that place sooooon , like veryvery sooooon ! :D
kaey back to yest . bowled at East Coast and pool . then went home . i just dont know how to describe the fun that i had . i dont know bout how much fun they had there , ask them personally .

im working tomorrow . B not gonna send/fetch me .
THREE more days , and Results out .
i dont know if i can make it . let me have a peace in mind for now . i just want enjoyment before results , in case i got grounded again over bad results . i want a new lappy/upgrade my phone ! asssssss-holeeeeeeee ! -.-

goodbye !
i need to design for mummy her workstuff .
and i wanna chat with my SevenBestFriends .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 14 December 2008

dear god , grant me my wish please );

i dont know how long more im gonna be like this . i know things are rather unstable for me . but im just trying to put up an act to let people know im fine . i just wouldnt want to trouble anyone else . cause every single thing , every mess , my friends would be there for me . i know its good , but to some , they think its just an immatured act . however i know i still need to be extra independent . i am trying to be the used-to-be cheerful girl . i know its difficult . this are ups and downs of life , i know . managing time/stress . i feel like giving up at times , but i know thats always the beginning of success . my life sucks big time .

Another awesome day with my seven BestFriends :D

we went to Grandlink to karaoke and pool . then headed off to Vivo and Sentosa . omg , the ZoukOut seems to be super fcuking fun ! i have lots of pictures to upload . cause i think all the pictures taken can be sold at high price :DD

kaey RUBBISH eh . im attending a wedding tomorrow . and im off to bowling and jamming wit seven BestFriends . another awesome day . i know they are always there for me .

Goodnights !

B ! i hate you uhhhhs ,

for scandal-ing with Fiqq and Fiee !

gaaaaaaaaah , kiddings (((((:

I L O V E Y O U ~~~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 13 December 2008

(my BoyFriend love this picture)

I am freakingggggggggg tired/restless/pissed off/sort/bingit/happy/stress/sad. kaey thats alot eh . im sick of work . its really getting on my nerve over those kids . but im lucky enough to have many listening ears . thankful to them . gahhh , results in 5 days . suckkkks siaaaa .

As of today , im not gonna say anything . not Im , WE . cause i think they're just an immatured kid . meh langgar wire agik , aku conferm kenekan kau . ader pergi ader baleq kaey . what we know , you're just at fault , B.itch .

(saper teraser seriously , kau peh psl kaey?)

meet B at Yas house . then we headed for dinner with his dad . then off back home . and now im here blogging . i've got many plans in head now . like seriously .

okaey goodnight !

i wanna plan with Girlfriends bout tomorrow .

B and bestfriends bsok soccer , have fun !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 12 December 2008

(i miss BoyFriend & my little princess)

downtown-ed today since im working .

B , Yas , Fiqq & Fiee came down to slack .

i kept on going to Mac to meet them while working .

imagine three lappy with two guitars .

and sudden HEAVY RAIN ,

goshhhh , everyone panic for a moment .

then off back to work since my break ended .

while doing my paperwork stuff at office ,

something just happen which make me super pissed off .

and its somekind really make me wanna quit working .

thanks to the rest who cool-ed me down .

i swear its tough working days after days .

after work , headed off to White Sands Macs .

eat/slacked .

onlined using Yas lappy's since hers was the only survival .

then guitared/sing/laugh/story2 .

then her lappy's was going dead , so we headed home .

HAHA , FIQQ !

thanks ehhh , i know , we know , that bitch doesnt .

(((((((((((((:

something just happen to B .

he wasnt in a very good mood afterall .

i realized things gonna change a little bit only .

since he needs to change his plans .

(eg; taking care of his brother)

he's not going to send me to work most of the time .

neither will him fetch me always .

since his maid is flying off , he needs to do the housework .

poooooooor thing .

i seriously didnt know what i should say to cool him down .

but soon after he was fine(i think)

and there he goes replying me ,

"bt wad if i miz u soo much ..............blahblah hw?den cn i fetch u.."

HAHA , step cute ajerh Baby aku !

forget it , what i know is , im gonna miss B like alot .

now im having conference with Fizah , Dorkee , Fiqq & Fiee .

as usuals , our late night msn conference .

B is already asleep cause he needs to work tomorrow .

and Yas is not going online since her internet sort .

arghhh .

im left with 6 days .

pray hard for me that i could make it ;D

B's having soccer this Sat with his Generasi team .

i wanna tag along can ? please,please !

Sunday i have wedding to attend .

Monday im working .

Tues to Thurs is my official off day .

(they want me to take good rest before results)

but im very sure , im going to Singapore Flyer !

Marina Barrage ! & celebrate Fiqq's birthday ! ;DD

Thurs is Result .

Fri to Sun , im back to work .

okaey , i wanna stop here .
cause the conference with BestFriends are on silent hill .
goodnights ass .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 11 December 2008

(swear i am cute , self-praise , HEHE)

like finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ,

Nothing.

work today was fine/slacking/sucks

but overall it was fun (((((;

had meeting with the other comms.

thankkkkkkkyou for appointing me as the Chairman !

i swear im gonna create lots and lots of troubles.

did the planning of Chalet and stuffs. & i cant wait.

Countdown programmes/events , i think its super cool ;D

and my work friends actually bullied me.

they played with double sided tapes , and it stick on my hair !

im lucky enough that it can be take out.

then headed to meet B , Fiqq and Yas at bowling.

headed to PR to slack/play guitar.

then go home .

B just made me shocked a moment.

cause i texted him asking if he alr take 43 back home.

then he say no , not yet , Iris cheated him and stuffs.

there i was , shocked and like panic for a moment.

and replied him to checked again.

but thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,

this act-cute-boy replied me saying that he's alr in 43 at Geylang area.

pathetic nyer daddyyyyyy -.-"

bye , i want to chat with BestFriends ;D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

8 days , am i able to make it ?

i love Family.

i love BestFriends.

& of course ,

i love Babyyyyyyyyyyy !

they're seriously my pillars of strength .

im happy i have them cause they give me morale support .

give me chances after mistakes , especially babyyy&bestfriends .

giving me the best solutions to every problems .

thankkkkkkks dearest love ones ! ily !

& not to forget , thanks to Livia Tan !

for those sweet words of wisdom saying that i'll be able to make it .

thankkkks all ! <3

baby fetch me from work , and we went to meet BestFriends .

hawt news ! dorkee called the police up .

HAHA . bout this man .

which we thinks he's dead/too drunk/fainted/suicided .

NONSENSE & RUBBISH .

so the ambulance and police came .

but we went off to give Aniysh a birthday surprise .

then headed off home .

nowwwwwwww , baby's msn keeps on signing up !

and he just flooooded my cbox , pantats betol .

wait ,

i really wanna go

Singapore Flyer/Marina Barrage/Town/Slack/Sentosa

to snap alot,alot,alot of pictures

ververyveryyyyy badly ):

im busy with work , and it isnt fair to me .

cause baby's too freeeeeeee and he gets to meet BestFriends ALWAYS .

im veryvery jealous cause im sick of work .

but nevermind , at least baby gonna bring me to this places ((((((:

anyway , im dragging baby along to Desaru with Family.

and im cancelling my trip to Scotland since its gonna clash with chalets/outings.

))))))))))))));

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS ,
i just met baby !
now im at work , tired sak . dont feel like working .
at night meeting BestFriends<3kaey>
she's suck a sore loser , takder cara peh minah tudung !
kaeeeeeeeeeeeey ?
jgn luper , kiter happy2 selalu jehhhh , care nothing bout that fcuking BITCH !
((((((((((((((((((((((((:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Awesome start of the day,
afterall , im really veryvery down/frustrated till now.
yes im a stuck up kid/stubborn.
so what ? blame me for all you want!
cause i know you guys are happy that now i've give in!
thanks a million.

this is what i get.
things turning out in a fcuking pissed off manner.
i dont ask for things to be this way,
yeah forget it , leave me alone.
cause its the bestest way i can fnd.
let me cry out all i want,
it'll make you guys feel muchmuch more happier.
i dont mind being in the dark alone.
so be it.
`disappointed

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk from jalan-jalan ,
MENDAK SIA TODAY !

kaey , sumpah aku happy pasal ader hal careq aku .

si pukimak minah ferring/tudung , Shaa CHEEBYE ! ;
WELCOME TO OUR WORLDDDDDDD ;D
wooooooot , kaey , nie pompan kan , mintak kene pump siol !
maki mak aku sembarangan ~
dier fikir kelakar sak .
dalah minah tudung , beh ader hati plak nak maki-maki orang .
pepekk sak itu budak , ketawerkan dier sudah .
eh pompan , selamat eh !
nak maki aku face to face , takyah nak pat tagboard ~
kau nak bawak satu lorry ? bawak uhs .
aku tujuh orang jeh eh bleh matikan kau peh kawan kentalszzxzxzxzx !~
haha , rubbish sak shaa ~
da sah budak 19-93 .
the only budak 1993 yg buat hal ngan aku ~
nampak sah kental siyol !
goodbye B I T C H ~

KITER NINETY-NINETY-TWOOOOOOOOOOOOO EH BABY ?
yay , besok baby anta aku gi werkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ~
wooots , yessaaaaaar !
tak sabar nak meet dier ! ;DDDD

wow , im fcuking Annoyed here .
like seriously sak ,
HAHA , kaey best ehh ~

goodbye , nak msn with baby & besfriends <3

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 8 December 2008

Booooooooooooooooooooooo-Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !

todays hari rayer haji !
goooodbye kambings ! i didnt get to see them again this year );
woooooooots , boredgerek perh ~
my family is like still at home now .
everyone busy doing own stuff then never layan me .
abang eating , khai watching tv & mummy inside room .

baby now at Yishun blk 700+
im going Yishun too , but blk 222 .
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~
hurry come Tues !

Fcukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ,
10 freaking more days ! arghhhhh );

okaey done , i need to get ready now ~ gooooodbye !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 7 December 2008

(i miss this.)

Booooooo-yah !

im feeling like a thousand time better than yesterday

thanks to those who cheered me up !

im finally having my off day !

but , its a public holiday and mummy's gonna bring me out

where else if not my relatives house

im happy cause i get to meet my kaypoh little princess !

my nephew lahhhhh ~

but ,

sad thing i cant meet babyboy like two day !

he didnt fetch me today cause he's busy

and tomorrow , cause im going out with family

Tuesday then he's meeting me , wtf !

im fcuking busy this coming week !

Mon - Off day but public holiday

Tues to Fri - WORK ! & meeting(Weds)

Sat & Sun - Wedding !

there goes my plan outing with love ones to jb );

the following week ,

i still dont have my schedule .

but to what i know , my heart gonna beat quite fast !

RESULTS LIKE 8-TEEN DEC !

the next day is Fiqq's 6teen birthday ~

okaey , shuttttttuppp !

baby , i miss you dengszxzxzx ~

muwarkkkks !

btw , HAPPY 7TEEN BIRTHDAY COUSIN SULAIMAN !

see you tomorrow ! :D

` Muhd Khairi Bin Khamari[:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

im super upset now
i dont know how to face with life
thats the reason
i dont even know what i want in life/future

is there even any way out for me ?
will i be given a chance
worst , im pressurized over results
another eleven more days
goodness , idk what its gonna be like
be it a pass/failure
like i say , i always face failure
i hope i would at least get to see something different

i always feel left out
thinking that noone cares bout me
i know i was wrong cause many cares for me
but i just dont see it
i dont get it

arghhhhh , forget it
i shall fight back with this upset/angry/frustrated feeling
i want to be the used-to-be happy kid
but i know , it'll never happen

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥