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Monday, 29 December 2008

(muker mentel siaaaaa)

i shall post whatever i wanted to in yesterday post .
yesterday with Yas tag B & Fiee along to see their match at Taka with their team Generasi/Geylang West . overall it was just a match . wth thing is i had to sit/stand under the blazing sun . it was like afternoon that time . they actually embarrased me by taking out my Barney inside bag and showing to like strangers ! wth siaa(again.) i saw kak zella , micky(rambot da botak) and amy . they participated in the dance competition . after that , headed to Cineleisure with B and Yas to watch movie . so we caught Bedtime Stories . the movie was nice .

after movie , headed for dinner at PR . then back home . didnt hang out cause i think theres no more place to hang out . back home , and nothing entertain me . B was busy fixing the new bed . so ended up i sleep since theres noone i could chat while online-ing .

today i stayed at home hoping for calls/texts to hang out . but none , so i went to get my hair done . its like short now . then went to hougang mall to get me and brother school books/stationaries . ended up mine was like no stock at all . like wtf siaa(again&again.) met up with Fizah , Dhiyana and Banu . slacked then went home . im getting my school book tomorrow with Yas and B . and meeting Fizah to catch Twilight . i've been wanting to watch but like theres noone who wanna go .

schools starting in like four days time . equals nomore late nights . nomore hanging out as much like i do during the holidays . nomore having extreme fun . in other hand , its equals to , more homeworks . more study . more tuitions . more vitamins which i hate like alot . more morning runs at school ! sucks to the core siaaa . i dont want school . but i have to go .

stop complaining lah asshole .

i realized i shall be like appreaciative for what things i've got . and also know that sometimes , its very difficult to get the things that i've been wanting even after many hardworks/efforts put in . but i should be greatful for example , my good results . i didnt really work real hard and didnt expect with a promoted to sec Five . lastly i should thank to them . those who really push me to study really hard and stay focus in school despite the troubles i love to give .

i remembered that mummy was always the one getting calls during work from school being told that i've been giving troubles . and she even took day off just to come down school and meet my discipline mistress even over a smallest issue(bullying) . but still , she's the best mum and the only one i need in my whole life ! next was my Brother . he never fails to travel all the way to school just to fetch me when im sick . i feel like they both are the ones who supported me all the way and being by my side like everytime . even i love to give them troubles . the second one that i need too :D (see how lovely your little sister is) though lifes kinda not easy wothout daddy around . thats what he chose to be/do . and we cant even say anything . i hope that one fine day , daddy would return back to us , cause i miss you ayah );

i've got my new year resolutions . i prayed to god that i would not be as stubborn like i am this year . i wish that things wouldnt be so tough for me cause i know they're actually part of my ups and downs of life . theres many things i want but i shall not list it here since some is privacy . but another thing is , i want my NineBestFriends to stick together foreverrrrr (:

i miss B since we didnt meet today . im waiting for him to online now , hurry ! ~

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