You know I believe, that we are meant to be

Saturday, 24 January 2009

(My mummy's is the best :D)

i begin to talk more . i am much more better talking to mummy . she understands me the best .

i love to see her smile/jokes around with me . i feel closer to her when she spend time with me over the weekend . even if its only an hour . I LOVE MUMMY ((((:

i know i shouldnt have hold any grudges against her . but she's just too much . imagine being overly so rude . you dont even show any respect . its not only you , but you including your friends . the best thing for me is just to be ignorant to you and your f* immatured friends :D

so , therefore , gooooooodbye biatch !

school was okaey for these days ! cannot believe that i did attend school the whole week ! FIVE DAYS STRAIGHT ~~~~ JOYCE LER PEI XUAN IS ABSENT FOR DAYS ! better come back uh you shorty get loose . HA-HA ! Friday had CNY celebration . wooohoooos , guess what ! guess what ! Sec Fives managed to win the banner decos . 5a1 was second , 5a2 was FIRST ! i love my class , 5A2 ! :DDDDD

im almost done , im following mummy to get cupcakes stuff since im out to celebrate birthday with dearest love ones . have a blessed CNY everyone ! and enjoy the weekendddds !

Fight like warriors , be the best .

all the way 5A2 !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

(Twenty-First January Baby)

Khairi's Little Princess is officially Seventeen :D

im glad that it was an awesome day even meeting B awhile and the mini celebration by family .

i swear it was a tiring day at school and im happy that at last i get to talk with my dearest Adeq Balqis ! i miss her like alot .

Anyway , thanks to these guys/girls for the wishes , gifts and everything :D

Lovely Family , BOYFRIEND ! , Awesome 5A2 , Bestest Dream Clique , Atiqah , Jun , Adora , Sheila , Wan , Fiqq , Khai Sapao , Izah , Asiqah , Haziqah , Adeq Balqis , Faiz , my sister-in-law , Dhiyana , kemetot , Yas , Kak Linnie , Fizah , Zee , Kecik , Mus , Assyura , Fasha , Ally and many more . (im sorry if i missed out!)

btw , Happy Advanced Birthday to Allyyyyyyyyy(:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

Firstly , Lisha is turning Seventeen in two hours time :D

i wont be celebrating cause i have school activities .

but i will be out for dinner with my Family .

Sunday will be celebrating with my Friends at Ecp .

you are invited to join :D

Secondly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NURHAQIRAH !

its Fiqq's lil sister . that cute little one (i mean Haqirah not Hafiq) .

Thirdly , i love my friends and of course my only BoyFriend ,

[M]uhd [K]hairi ! :D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 19 January 2009

(Happy 24th Birthday to my Big Brother , Ironmask ! )

i think i wished him three times already . midnight with a text msg . when he reach home , i sang him Happy Birthday (i was half-asleep) then i dozed off . and next here , at my blog ! see , how sweet your little sister is . okaey , i shall thank him like alot cause he's gonna sponsor alot for my birthday though im celebrating with Friends . awwww , so sweet :D

okaey , im back to school . im still half sick yet still able to carry on . school was okaey . i ad a bad start of the day/week . i bought milo early morning in school , and the f* milo was already milky , it tasted soury . i gave the aunty back and demand for refund ! (HA-HA , after all my friends tasted) then , lots of announcement .

im having a busy week this week . i skipped Malay remedial today ;P im very sad , veryvery sad .

Wednesday(21 Jan) - i have to cancel my date to watch movie on my Birthday since im having house practice . and they might start on the dance . and oh , IM ON FOR DANCE ! Chew will for sure win with me in , HA-HA kaey rubbish .

Thursday - i have cca !

Friday - i need to stayback for English project .

im glad that things between BoyF and me is back to normal . i was seriously hurt over his harsh words . but i know he said that cause he was angry . nevermind , he promised he would jump into the sea if he were to hurt me again :D

sometimes , i think that BoyF is really everything . he made me smile when i was down with his wide smile , his stupid ever jokes , his cute voice , his act cute expressions(though he knows im the cutest amongst my NineBestFriends,HAHA) and etc . see , my BoyF is very sweeeet lorh ! thats why i love [M]uhd [K]hairi !

okaey i wanna sleep first . BoyF having his interview at TP . he's meeting me later . i shall sleep first while waiting for him cause im dead tired . its only the first day of the week siaaaa , grrr .

i might be slacking with him at Macs :D

okaey GoodNight !

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 18 January 2009

I might be on hiatus , cause i cant take things easy with me now .

or i might even be deleting blog due-to-something .

sorry , goodbye .

[M]uhd [K]hairi , ILY !

please stop being very ego ):

cause

im seriously hurt over your harsh words in the whole of the texts that you send );

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

(is it coming to an end?)

sometimes , i feel like screaming as i cry . but i just dont know how . its either a choice of crying or screaming . i wonder who's at fault at times . was it intentionally or unintentionally . what matters , someone will at least get hurt in the end . but why must be the one that i love ? i leave it all to god , he makes the right decision for me . why are those times coming back to me ? why am i being so emotionally weak again ? why ? its sucks to see myself like this , worst when im sick . i still need you . i dont want anymore fights . though a fight actually brings us nearer . drawing our hearts nearer . im celebrating 7-teen soon . i want it a much more memorable one . i want more happy moments instead of sour . arghh shit , i think im over-reacting . okaey , i wanna change phone with B like As Soon As Possible ! if can like now , this moment ! its gonna be three am soon . i dont care . i feel like hanging out at the park . i feel like jogging at the track opposite my blk . i feel like screaming . i feel like crying , like i am now . im just too silly , very silly . im just afraid to be alone now ! ass siaaaaaaaaaa ~ i feel like killing myself already .

You deeply care about each person you're friends with . For you , friendship is all about the personal connection .

but still , You cared more for your GirlFriend here .

NOW.......

One , i realized some stuffs need commitments and compromise .

Two , it takes time to tell everything .

Three , things go beyond control and there goes arguments .

Four , arguments make the peak of everything

i need a shoulder to cry on .

i need listening ears to hear me speak .

i need my friends .

i need my family .

i want daddy to return (though i hate him) .

okaey goodbye .
you may leave me a msg to cheer me up .
to give me advice .
say whatever you want .
send me vulgars .
maybe cause i know im never gonna reply .
nights , take care BoyFriend .
please dont give up for my sake ?
i love you like we promised .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 17 January 2009

HALLUUUUUWWWW ,

yesterday went out to Kovan , pool-ed . and off to Esplanade . things wasnt right between me and BoyFriend from Kovan when he threw tantrums until Esplanade . i admit i was upset with him . but at Esplanade , he got over it . we talked things out . haha , he's so sweeeeeet :D then went for dinner , then talked and headed back home . wen reached home , Fizah , MummyShahirah and Boyfriend conferenced . we were all the way laughing like hell . then hang up sice i was the one wanting to sleep :D

im currently waiting for my BestFriends/BoyFriend to wake up . they're sleeping like a pig :D i need to go Bugis to change the top that i bought . then we're heading off to jamming . B got religious class today . cute kannnnn ! kaey i need to get my school stuff ready . im only staying at home tomorrow or slack somewhere near my house . causeeeee , i have to go back school on Monday .

okaey like finally someone is awake , BOYFRIEND ! cause i called him . haha .

okaey bubbbbbbye , (HA-HA)

BoyFriend , remember the promise we made(:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 15 January 2009

(i miss Ms Ferng.)

i think she's the best teacher which i could ever have . cause she tolerates with us like alot even we are so called the laziest and naughtiest class . she never fail to keep herself from smiling even we give her a pissed off lesson . want to know her secrets ? she uses sarcasm to pissed us off back :D

okaey , im not back to school today , im sick again . like wth , its been two weeks im sick . my fever comes and goes . i've not been to cca . and i better get well soon before my attendance flies down to below 75% and with that , i cant take my O's . okaey i need to get ready like now . im going to the doctor and im off to meet B to see him do his portfolio . ghe has an interview tomorrow at TP , i wish BoyFriend will get in to TP horrrrr .

im turning Sweet 7-teen in 6 days time . wheeeeeeee ! okaey , im not excited about it cause i have school . okaey goodbye !

ANYWAY TO JANUARY BABIES , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

* HAZIQAH

*VICKI

*JAAZIEL(though its been 6-teen days past)

*NURUL

*MYSELF(:

*SAKIMANNNNNN(my brotherrrr)

*ALEP

*NANA

and the next thing , i cant remember who else (:

BoyFriend ,

dont be so happy that you bought a new snowcap !

HA-HA . kaey , ily lahhhhhhhhhhh .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 12 January 2009

I knew you're still the best !

FIRSTLY,

the previous beginning post wasnt for real lah !

im still moving on to be a school kid since i have to .

and brothers have 'pledged' to suffer together .

SECONDLY,

WAHHHHHHHH ! SOMEONE WANNA WHACK ME !

(dont think i am referring to you cause you dont know im referring to who !)

come on lah , if you think you're way so matured ,

you should know whats right and wrong .

grow up assholes .

i know school sucks at times . im trying my best to survive till O's is over . NanaaBestie is back to schooool and she's much more talkative than before ! :D i hope she's feeling better . and i feels good for her cause i miss her like alot . i've gotta say that the kids sucks . they're giving me a sore eyes . i just hated to be stared at cause there's nothing to stare . i shall not mention you kids . cause i don't want to embarass you .

B , Fizah and Kak Shana took results yest . B did quite well considered . cause he could actually qualify for his course . and Fizah , i don't want to say anything . Kak Shana results i still dont know . i hope she does well .

today was an officially PL public holiday due to good O's achievement :D

i am a GOOD GIRL ! cause i did my essay filled with 1483 words . and malay book review three pages and Chemistry extra notes . see , i am not lazy ! studied awhile with Yas . met B and went dinner . and nowwwwwww , im dead bored at home !

i hate daddy cause he's sucha what . he thinks im living happily here . he doesnt even care about me but acted like as if he cares . im sick of this , very sick .

i miss [M]uhd [K]hairi already , how ?

goodbye , i love Muhd Khairi okaey ! :D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 9 January 2009

IM QUITING SCHOOL AND IM GOING HIGHER NITEC IN APRIL'S INTAKE !
HAPPY ?!.
CAUSE SCHOOL SUCKS TO THE CORE );

you think im crazy to give up halfway though many unhappy things happen to me at school uhs ? -.-

im a school kid now ,
im a school kid now !
lol , shut up eh .

i cant even blog at home cause i cant even go online . school already started like one week ? and i just only attend for school for 2 and a half day ! i was on mc on Monday and Tuesday . back on Wedensday and it sucks to the core . i got caught over hair (not colour but messy hair!) Secondly, prefects said that my pinafore was short when it wasnt ! so ignored . back to class . and for Chem lesson , i actually got caught for short pinafore , this time was for real . cause i changed out to my cool pinafore(wth) . Mrs R! made me embarassed in front of the whole class and actually wanna dragged me to the Principals office(another wth). got a haircut after school and blahblahblah . B fetch me leeeeehhhh ! since it was our first monthsary(only first!)

yesterday was half-day for me since i was having my menses . and it really pissed me off . it gave me cramps more than i thought . i almost fainted in school during assembly . i was trying to get my formulas back during maths and it did ! then mummy fetched me . i got my payyyyyyyy (:

then today , i was sick . at 3am my nose couldnt stop giving troubles . it leaks and when my nose was blocked , it still leaaaaaks uhs .

okaey bye . im waiting for B to get ready .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 2 January 2009

(BoyFriend!)

school started today ! arghhhh . idk whats wrong with my body uhs can . reached school , met the usuals . i was freaking in a bad mood in the morning . cause in the packed bus 62 , this lady just refuse to move in , so i just move in pushing her and so on . at school , packed with students going up , and this prefect just couldnt wait uhs , so i accidentally scolded her , HAHA . first day school and i started with my vulgars . thats so fantastic eh Lisha . the best part of the day was , i kept on dozing off anywhere im settled down . in the hall & in class . my nose gave me trouble again like a tap cannot off . i kept on sneezing . got to know who's our form teacher (Mrs D.) and co-tutor (Ms L.) .

Mrs Lee speech about the good news of 2oo9 . one of it , the 08 sec fours which managed to get 1oo% promoted to sec five . then went back to class which was previously Kak Shana class venues . i fell sleep and then sitting arrangement and so on . i actually like sat beside JOYCE LER/PRETTY LER/BROTHER/BITCH ! we acted like as if we didnt really like but deep inside heart we like screaming .

Mrs D. was telling us bout the O's stuffs , as usual i was half-awake o.- called B ! :D had recess , just omg , the canteen changed alot like a thousand time . i couldnt find my fav food . so i got no choice , i just had to eat something . had the same recess with Nabs . then headed back to class .

school ended at 2.oo . & i wasnt caught about my hair colour ! im gonna redye it to black this weekend since there's s.check next week .

reach home and i eat and headed to my dreamland less than 20 mins time leaving the tv switched on . i was woken up by B's text asking me if i wanna accompany him to visit his grandmum in hospital . so , im meeting him later ! yay ! didnt get to text him like usually cause i had school and he was busy with work . i miss him like alot .

i shall not update bout what happen on my New Year dated o1o1o9 . cause i think its sucha bad beginning for me and my NineBestFriends.

okaey goodbye , i need to get ready .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥