You know I believe, that we are meant to be

Sunday, 18 January 2009

(is it coming to an end?)

sometimes , i feel like screaming as i cry . but i just dont know how . its either a choice of crying or screaming . i wonder who's at fault at times . was it intentionally or unintentionally . what matters , someone will at least get hurt in the end . but why must be the one that i love ? i leave it all to god , he makes the right decision for me . why are those times coming back to me ? why am i being so emotionally weak again ? why ? its sucks to see myself like this , worst when im sick . i still need you . i dont want anymore fights . though a fight actually brings us nearer . drawing our hearts nearer . im celebrating 7-teen soon . i want it a much more memorable one . i want more happy moments instead of sour . arghh shit , i think im over-reacting . okaey , i wanna change phone with B like As Soon As Possible ! if can like now , this moment ! its gonna be three am soon . i dont care . i feel like hanging out at the park . i feel like jogging at the track opposite my blk . i feel like screaming . i feel like crying , like i am now . im just too silly , very silly . im just afraid to be alone now ! ass siaaaaaaaaaa ~ i feel like killing myself already .

You deeply care about each person you're friends with . For you , friendship is all about the personal connection .

but still , You cared more for your GirlFriend here .

NOW.......

One , i realized some stuffs need commitments and compromise .

Two , it takes time to tell everything .

Three , things go beyond control and there goes arguments .

Four , arguments make the peak of everything

i need a shoulder to cry on .

i need listening ears to hear me speak .

i need my friends .

i need my family .

i want daddy to return (though i hate him) .

okaey goodbye .
you may leave me a msg to cheer me up .
to give me advice .
say whatever you want .
send me vulgars .
maybe cause i know im never gonna reply .
nights , take care BoyFriend .
please dont give up for my sake ?
i love you like we promised .

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥