You know I believe, that we are meant to be

Saturday, 28 March 2009

CHEW CHAMPS.
i soooooo love Chew House.
unexpectedly, we got Champion for both primary/secondary.
& definitely, i love Chew dancers! and those in the commitee,
though there were a lil tiff that was resolved seconds later.
rock on Chew House & coooookie Monstaaaar.
will upload pictures soon((((((:

Hell Term2week2.
it sucks cause its almost everyday a tiff with Baby. almost everyday. However, im a good girl cause i've completed my homeworks and i actually did extra. Blame me for doing the wrong thing for two questions. 0.o

alright, i aint feeling good here. im having cramps. and it really hurts me. i just cant bear with it. thats all. will upload pictures really soon. Nights everyone. & will relinked soon babes.

still loving you as always

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Hello,

kay Bye.
i wanna do my homework.
Im currently with Baby&Yas.
& chatting with Tot.
excited betol tau dier nak meet Baby!
Hahahahahahha~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 22 March 2009

Like Ink drip.

Im Fcuking lazy to update but i feel like updatting. So here I am. Im a computer idiot. Figure it out what I mean. my homeworks are like stacking up siaaaaaa. Im still not done yet. Fcuk sia. Nbcb schooooool~ the homeworks are like meant for One month instead of a week. I cant even have my days of sleeping. Okay, im prepared to get scolding :D

I dont wish to elaborate bout things that happened this few days with BoyFriend. Whatever it is, Im sorry cause I know where I stand now.

Term 2 is here, equals Malay O's coming. OmFg. hopefully i gt an A1 so i dont have to retake it. damn it. grrrrrrrrr. Wish me luck for term 2 school. Suckkkkkkks uh~

Kay i miss my BoyFriend.
Im sorrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyy~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 17 March 2009

Everyday of Life.

Finally~ Zoo that day was awesome with B&siblings,Yas,Fiqq & my niece(: i so love my niece though she's kinda stubborn at times. what u expect? Two years old only. It was Sunny at the beginning but it eventually rains at around Four. My niece fell asleep on her pram but still the journey continues covering other half of the trek and also to procede to the exit since its going to close.

Yesterday was tiring though i didnt do alot. went to B's house to slack. Shairah is back with us since she broke up with his bf. Im happy for her cause at least she didnt gets hurt by getting slaps for free. His ex is sucha control freak towards her. She cant even contact her BestFriends. like wtf kind of guy is he? okay enough of that jerk. At night, they carried stuffs from Jan's house to B's house. its kind of alot. Kay wait, Jan's cats are scary. Really scary~That JanPantat always say this cat wont disturb/bite. HAHA. she kept on saying the same thing when any cats come closer and i start to like fidgit. then they send the stuffs backs to B's house. then we headed to Jalan Kayu for dinner. I didnt eat cause i dont feel like eating. Then headed home. While waiting for B's call, i fell aleep. Haha, sorrrryyyyyyy Babyyyyy!

Today im studying with Fizah at Mac ecp then go riding with B's bike. omg, i cant wait. &Pathetic, none of them are awake now. ):

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 16 March 2009

Even when I pour my heart out to you,I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.
Just because i smile on the outside doesnt mean that i am on the inside.

Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts.

I've got nothing to say, really. I wanted to blog so much but i just dont want now. Im really down. I felt i lost you but no i didnt. I dont fell any sense of you. I tried to calm things down but you hide things. sometimes i feel its useless having myself here, specially for you. But maybe im not. Cause i know i have my own limitations. I still have my patience high above. I still care/love you. the thing is i just dont get what you want now. I miss you, really i do. Please smile for me and dont take things whatever happens at home so seriously. I am really terribly feeling of losing you. I dont want you to change anymore. I dont want you to be this way. Please? ):

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 15 March 2009

He's just so,

Zoo was fun. Lazy to elaborate. im currently with Fizah and Yas. playing pool later. im having dance tomorrow. okay done. I miss Baby.

B, if you're reading this please dont be so upset/angry. pleaseplease smile. i dont like seeing you this way. things happen for a few reasons. smile kay? imy. ):

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 14 March 2009

Update about Zoo tomorrow.

im dead tired.

Cannot wait to meet Babyyyyyyyyy besok((:

& also Fizahhhhhhh for study plus lappy dates together with Fiqq & Yas.

Kay Nights.

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

To be Love is something.

Im back. I visited Granny just now. she looks better but still not in a really good condition. i really hopes she recover really soon. i pity my aunt who is her beloved youngest daughter cause she's getting married tomorrow. all i could see most of the time was her watery eyes. Whatever it is, to aunty Linda, be happy on your big day!

i met Baby just now. met Fiee, Yas & Fiqq. I cant wait for Zooooooo tomorrow :D

okay Nights. I miss Baby laaaaaaah~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Friday, 13 March 2009

Dreaming Soul.

Haha. My week break is already here. but im sure not to be really happy/enjoying myself much. i've got stacks of homeworks to be done. Malay: 2 compos. 1 letter writing. 19 pages of bahasa. 2 article review. English: Holocaust :D . 1 situational writing. Chemistry: 3 sets of ws. Maths: Ace-learning. Papers. Social Studies: Essay. Literature: Tkam. just kill me now. it seems like fcuking alot. i havent include my dance practices/meetings yet. Im in mass/group dance. Thurs: im having class outing to Sentosa. Fri: Study date @ Changi T3 with Asiqah, Dean, Ash, Faridah. I hope shak would follow.

okaaaaaay. i want to get some of my homeworks done so that i have more time. At the same time waiting for Baby to meet me. He's like at Rp enrolling for school. Imisshim! Imisshim!

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Thursday, 12 March 2009

Throw Your Frowns.

im a happppppyyyyyyyyy kid today. I am happy cause im happy. okay, i think i had the most hilarious time today in school. POD's had a death marching outside the level. we purposely make noise inside the class, screaming and shouting. cheering as an act for class race. Jaaziel and Pretty kept on shouting "GB girls, fall in now" or something. English today was okay. i didnt finish up my holocaust cause i fell asleep yesterday. I was very tired/stressed out thinking bout it. I give Malay a miss today cause none of my classmates going. give class race heats a miss since they cancelled it. paid my exam fees. and headed home with BimboooooShak~ okay, no more school. tomorow last day, Yayyyyy. im ending at 11.

im getting ready afterwards to go aunty house for lunch since im hungry. i didnt eat properly. then im visiting Gandma at cgh. im suppose to go SPH for meeting. but, i gave it a miss also since mummy ask me to go visit Grandma and since Dad is there -.- okay, i miss BoyFriend alot kay? didnt get to meet him today ):

Muhd Khairi~~~~~ imissyou. HAHA. kay bye Pantat!

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

You're Still The Sweetest,

im almost done with Holocaust, the fcukshits. all thanks to B! i was struggling and yet to eat dinner. sooooooo, he helped me and i ate dinner! B, im sorrrrrry. still he's the best! headed home around NinePlus. Granny have yet to wake up. I really miss her. i hope she wakes up like now, please? Im having dance meeting tomorrow at school. and im going home after that. then head to SPH for meeting. I swear its gonna be a Fcuk one too. (HAHA, you wont know why) im irritated. not only me, my friends are too.

okay Bye, i wanna do my Malay homework since im having extra lesson from my favourite, Cikgu Rahani! She made me have One for N's. why not One for O's? Haha, over confident. kay, shits, i still have Situational writing. My One week break is almost here. almost. woooohoooo~ i cant wait. I want to go zooo, Sentosaaaaaaa. & durh, REVISIONS. fcukcare sia. I want to pass Chemistry/Geography with rainbow colours cannnnnnnnnnn? Please, please, please!

Bye, Muhd Khairi, hury text me((((((:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Leaning Back.

wondering who's at fault. i wasnt even saying that its wrong. but u said i said that. yeah, im not talking to B now over something idk. i just dont wanna say anything. kay?

im at mac now. i need to do my project. B went to cut his hair. Yas is reading. ohh yes! my cousin from Scotland is here((((: okay i've not mood for anything. Nights.

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 10 March 2009

(BoyFriend edited this!)

Close Your Eyes.

Schoooooooool? Fcuk it. I just want O's to end soon-neh! Goodbye.
im busy with powerpoints );

i visited Grandma just now in ICU. her face seems to be so different. i felt so trashed seeing many tubes. the sad thing was. when i was in there alone with her, she was asleep. i dont know if she realize i was there. my only grandma left. Grandma, take care cause i love you.

im with Baby&Yas, Jan&Su now. im almost done with my Malay homeworks. powerpoints not yet done. arghhhh, im stucked. okay, i shall not waste time now.
& yeah, i hafta to pay for O's fees tomorrow. -.-"

i love Khairi Anak Khamari Penguin kay?
:D

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Monday, 9 March 2009

Its 9.10AM, im still at home.

i decided to go school late.

at least i help brother in his maths.

okay bye. im off to schoooool~

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Sunday, 8 March 2009

Keep You Forever.

blame my mood swing for posting this. i really dont know whats wrong. i am troubled. i am sad. but i just dont know whats bothering. the moment before im fine but next moment, im crushed/crashed. its just difficult to smile. i've lots to do but it just seems that time isnt enough for me. i do regret but its useless to think about it. all i hafta do is like Move On. lets have enough talking bout school in my blog. i just hate school. remember that im going for the sake of O's. The big major O. i shall ignore them since im ignored. its better to go alone in school. i want to be left out. i shall show that its all what i can do. its always, Forever, enough with my shaky NineBestFriends. and of course, broken family. they give me everything i need all the time. Biggest mistake.

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Once Again, Your Mistake.

Happy Seventeen Birthday To Pretty Ler!

Happy Belated Eighteen nomore Eight to Kak Shanaaaaa! i miss you!

im suddenly having mood-swingggg =/

im really idk how to say. im sick of school at times. but when i think back, where do i go with just 'N' Cert? not far definitely. i shall school for the sake of them and to benefit myself. i may be suffering now but i may be not suffering as much as this fews years more down the road, right? like mummy said, suffer now but enjoy later. naybe she's right. i need to complete Holocaust/Earth Hour pwpt/Homeworks. im halfway done for Holocaust only.

last Friday's Malay lesson made me almost wanna tear a moment. Cikgu was showing video of patients who suffered from different illness and their hopes/wishes. It reminds me of my late grandma who was sick at that time. going dialysis three days a week. suffering this and that. It made realize how lucky i am. Cikgu also talked bout alot of stuffs which is almost the same as grandma. now, I realized i miss grandma like really alot. Not to forget, i must appreciate what i have now instead of asking this and that.

I remembered what Mrs Tng shared with the school. it was about appreaciating what we have. we always ask for what others have(most people in general). but we dont think of people who doesnt have, who cant afford. buying branded stuffs like nike shoes. there's people out there who are not wearing shoes. Worst, NO FEETS/LEGS. consider we're lucky. God loves us, know that.

Yesterday was a doooooom-ed day. i did Holocaust with Fizah's help. we both were figuring out alot of stuffs. we standby an online dictionary cause i swear there were alot of weird words int he research. we giggled and listen music since we really dont wanna get tensed especially me. B, Fiqq&Girlf was there. There were three lappy. Fizah was like LappyFreakoz. She used the lappy to camwhored with some pathetic face. Her actions are funny and i could laugh till i forgot to eat dinner. Since its 1000, we headed home. in bus 55, we were both kinda asleep. got down the bus, we both miss out next bus cause we were dizzy. took turns to vomit. blame 55 for jerk-ing many times during that 10 mins journey. when i vomit, I realized it was Gastric juice, wtf. thats what you'll get if you dont eat(: and the bus-stop, Fizah wanted to save the snail. so she tried to get it away from the stairs to the grass. wait, her intention was to save the snail and put it at the grass. but instead, she threw the snail and it accidentally hit a rock nearby. we laughed like hell. in Malay she said "instead of saving i accidentally killed it" then laughed like mad. Crazy Fizah-S. HAHA.

btw, thank you abang/mummy for getting a Compaq lappy for me(:

Nights, my eyes are alr closing.

i miss Baby!

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Saturday, 7 March 2009

All Again For You.

Im damn fcuking idk how to say. i've got lots of projects/powerpoints to do. Damn Holocaust alone. plus Earth Hour powerpoint,

Hello. Fizah here. Lisha is away for the mean time.
So I'm here to blog on her behalf since she did the same favour for me like a few nano seconds ago. -.-
People... I know you guys kinda miss me right...
On a brighter note, my mom on the way to granny's house. Meaning I can go home a little while later. And the internet connection is kinda fuck-ed. PFFFT.
& guess what, I'm in love.... with this laptop.

Go Lisha Go! Jia you! Don't give up okay. Life was never easy. We the BFF pledged to support mummy in every step you take. OKAY. I gotta go home now. The journey is like one hour. BUIBUI :]

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥

Tuesday, 3 March 2009

Night Without Stars.

weekends are like over. it wasnt really a great one though cause it was raining. and mostly we were stuck at places. i met AdeqBalqis to Bugis. hang out and chilled. then headed home. Sunday was like raining heavily also. send my cousin to tuition then bought lunch and eat. night, headed home.

I realized my school morning assembly seem useful. as in during school's morning devotion. sometimes its irrelevant to Muslims. but most of the time, its relevant cause they talked bout self-values and appropriates stuffs. i really learnt alot. when i think back, why i dont think before doing anything. i just listen to the relevant speeches given but of course i dont follow them pray. Im always seen sleeping during their praying time. ;D

im happy at least though im having family matters now which i shouldnt elaborate here. im glad that i have Baby/BestFriends. at least i still have a place to cry and complain my problems. they are always the one giving me encouragement not to take things seriously and to move on not thinking bout it. im happy cause im not really hot-tempered now. cause im mostly heartbroken. but im always tempted to find trouble. but in the end, i still didnt find trouble or pick a fight.

okay im done. im meeting SyazBestf tomorrow! wheee~ and of course Baby, imissyouuuuuu~ hurry finish work and text me ((((((((:

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥