blame my mood swing for posting this. i really dont know whats wrong. i am troubled. i am sad. but i just dont know whats bothering. the moment before im fine but next moment, im crushed/crashed. its just difficult to smile. i've lots to do but it just seems that time isnt enough for me. i do regret but its useless to think about it. all i hafta do is like Move On. lets have enough talking bout school in my blog. i just hate school. remember that im going for the sake of O's. The big major O. i shall ignore them since im ignored. its better to go alone in school. i want to be left out. i shall show that its all what i can do. its always, Forever, enough with my shaky NineBestFriends. and of course, broken family. they give me everything i need all the time. Biggest mistake.