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Sunday, 8 March 2009

Once Again, Your Mistake.

Happy Seventeen Birthday To Pretty Ler!

Happy Belated Eighteen nomore Eight to Kak Shanaaaaa! i miss you!

im suddenly having mood-swingggg =/

im really idk how to say. im sick of school at times. but when i think back, where do i go with just 'N' Cert? not far definitely. i shall school for the sake of them and to benefit myself. i may be suffering now but i may be not suffering as much as this fews years more down the road, right? like mummy said, suffer now but enjoy later. naybe she's right. i need to complete Holocaust/Earth Hour pwpt/Homeworks. im halfway done for Holocaust only.

last Friday's Malay lesson made me almost wanna tear a moment. Cikgu was showing video of patients who suffered from different illness and their hopes/wishes. It reminds me of my late grandma who was sick at that time. going dialysis three days a week. suffering this and that. It made realize how lucky i am. Cikgu also talked bout alot of stuffs which is almost the same as grandma. now, I realized i miss grandma like really alot. Not to forget, i must appreciate what i have now instead of asking this and that.

I remembered what Mrs Tng shared with the school. it was about appreaciating what we have. we always ask for what others have(most people in general). but we dont think of people who doesnt have, who cant afford. buying branded stuffs like nike shoes. there's people out there who are not wearing shoes. Worst, NO FEETS/LEGS. consider we're lucky. God loves us, know that.

Yesterday was a doooooom-ed day. i did Holocaust with Fizah's help. we both were figuring out alot of stuffs. we standby an online dictionary cause i swear there were alot of weird words int he research. we giggled and listen music since we really dont wanna get tensed especially me. B, Fiqq&Girlf was there. There were three lappy. Fizah was like LappyFreakoz. She used the lappy to camwhored with some pathetic face. Her actions are funny and i could laugh till i forgot to eat dinner. Since its 1000, we headed home. in bus 55, we were both kinda asleep. got down the bus, we both miss out next bus cause we were dizzy. took turns to vomit. blame 55 for jerk-ing many times during that 10 mins journey. when i vomit, I realized it was Gastric juice, wtf. thats what you'll get if you dont eat(: and the bus-stop, Fizah wanted to save the snail. so she tried to get it away from the stairs to the grass. wait, her intention was to save the snail and put it at the grass. but instead, she threw the snail and it accidentally hit a rock nearby. we laughed like hell. in Malay she said "instead of saving i accidentally killed it" then laughed like mad. Crazy Fizah-S. HAHA.

btw, thank you abang/mummy for getting a Compaq lappy for me(:

Nights, my eyes are alr closing.

i miss Baby!

♥L i s h [A] y i E♥